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hello... today after school went Westmall to watch LakeHouse, whoa.. it's damn nice lor, the show! Woot~! So romantic, jux very very nice... yea yea... ^^ any1 who haven't yet watch, go watch go watch. Yi Cheng originally wanna watch it but before we wanna buy the tix, he backed out, cuz he say he felt weird to watch movie with 4 girls. haha..
woot~! I finished my programming! Finally!! Finally can rest. Yippee.. Wahaha!! Anyway, hope everything will be alright ba. Hehe... *laughs*
can rest for a few days before getting to work on stdying COS n CM. ^^
wahaha!! i'm a selfish girl, i want u all by myself, i get jealous easily. m i considered a bad girl? *tears*
BSG: watch lakehouse. :P
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Monday, July 31, 2006
Sunday, July 30, 2006
whole watching TV
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ok, today i was practically slacking at home.
after breakfast, i just watch TV till 7pm. Argh!! I hate myself sometimes. I love to slack, but at the wrong time! It's gonna be exam soon and i'm starting to slack. *boohoo*
was watching goong. cried like hell. *tears* the girl is so pitiful T.T she's always so out of place. people often make fun of her. *tears* argh!! Not my problem I also cry until my sis say I crazy. *laughs*
that actor is sooo handsome lor!! Not the shin, but the other reddish brown haired 1. He's so handsome and caring la... unlike that prince, *bleahx* :P
ok, have to do programming now... bubye...
gonna get back to my goong asap la.. *kekex*
BSG: i'm so bad sometimes. *sigh* cya...
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ok, today i was practically slacking at home.
after breakfast, i just watch TV till 7pm. Argh!! I hate myself sometimes. I love to slack, but at the wrong time! It's gonna be exam soon and i'm starting to slack. *boohoo*
was watching goong. cried like hell. *tears* the girl is so pitiful T.T she's always so out of place. people often make fun of her. *tears* argh!! Not my problem I also cry until my sis say I crazy. *laughs*
that actor is sooo handsome lor!! Not the shin, but the other reddish brown haired 1. He's so handsome and caring la... unlike that prince, *bleahx* :P
ok, have to do programming now... bubye...
gonna get back to my goong asap la.. *kekex*
BSG: i'm so bad sometimes. *sigh* cya...
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today went school to study with nic, xing, ting n jueying. stdy till 5pm. today no BSG. haha. anyway, while studying got this group of seniors, they are so rude! they told us to keep quiet and yet they make so much noise. Think they are doing their project, but project so what? Big deal! Somemore, they kept banging our walls. So damn... *sigh* don't know how to say. Haha!! Then before we left, jueying really can't stand them n went to kick their walls and we left. Hahaha! Serves them right! Snobbish... seniors so what. Herr...
anyway, went IMM with ah shu jie jie and lynn. Shop around, fool around then go home. haha. reach home at abotu 10 smth. *yawns* tired. Haha!!
so tired. hmmm... FSP still haven't yet finish. *bleahx*
gotta go. watch goong. haha. wat a nice show!!! thanks mummy for buying it for me. wahaha!!
BSG: haha!!
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hello...
today went school to study with nic, xing, ting n jueying. stdy till 5pm. today no BSG. haha. anyway, while studying got this group of seniors, they are so rude! they told us to keep quiet and yet they make so much noise. Think they are doing their project, but project so what? Big deal! Somemore, they kept banging our walls. So damn... *sigh* don't know how to say. Haha!! Then before we left, jueying really can't stand them n went to kick their walls and we left. Hahaha! Serves them right! Snobbish... seniors so what. Herr...
anyway, went IMM with ah shu jie jie and lynn. Shop around, fool around then go home. haha. reach home at abotu 10 smth. *yawns* tired. Haha!!
so tired. hmmm... FSP still haven't yet finish. *bleahx*
gotta go. watch goong. haha. wat a nice show!!! thanks mummy for buying it for me. wahaha!!
BSG: haha!!
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Friday, July 28, 2006
WP off the load
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ytd night! scary... *shivers* I was about to get ready for bed, when a brown thingy flew over my head. At that point of time, I thought it was a moth. So I'm so scared la. Then when I walked nearer, guess what I saw? A roach! A ROACH!! *EWww* Ewww n Ewww!!!! So damn disgusting. Eek. then I tried to use Mortein to spray it. Then it started flying around, I got so scared I screamed n my sis went running to the kitchen. N my sis started crying. *sobs* we were so argh!!! don't talk about it anymore. the look of the roach causes me to barf. then we stayed inside the kitchen form 12 to 2. Until daddy came home... Argh!! *phew!*
n because of that, today, whole day so tiring. *yawns* daddy fetch me to school, slept thru the whole trip to school in daddy's car. then he woke me when reached. hmm... when i reached the class, Yi Cheng funny lor, say, "wan an" which means good night. wahaha... it's like morning lor. hmmm... then I told Emi about the roach thingy, then he laugh, n Yi Cheng say, "make friend with xiao-qiang lar... or call my mum go catch for you." haha.. like real... Haha!!! goofy guy... haha.. n when russell came to class, he straight away says, " u overslept? dad fetch you to sch? rite? c, i know." haha... ya ya.. that's the only reason i'll b so early... haha...
then had COs quiz. got 110 out of 160. Ooh... haha. then that David damn bad, waiting to see who scored the lowest in our row. he predict its nic, it really is larh, but he's bad lor. *sighs* N I don't like to play tic-tac-toe with him, he super pro larh, then he always say i Noob also. bad boy. *humph*
Chiong WP, finally finished. wahaha!! left FSP loh, *sigh* should be ok ba.. Hopefully. went SIM for lunch. then went Holland V with nic. Bought 2 pairs of earrings, then shop around. Holland V is so boring, nothing much to shop de. Then I slept the whole way on my way home. *yawns* Really tiring. N gt this uncle sit beside me, when he wanna get down, he tried calling me, then i jerked up, felt so sorry. Luckily he managed to get down, if he didn't, I'll be so guilty. haha. I woke up just in time when the bus reached the bus-interchange... *phew*
BSG: Ur face is in-erasable... deeply in my mind... i'm so scared... abt the roach thingy. but during that time, u didn't came to my mind, some1 else did... strange... hmmm...
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ytd night! scary... *shivers* I was about to get ready for bed, when a brown thingy flew over my head. At that point of time, I thought it was a moth. So I'm so scared la. Then when I walked nearer, guess what I saw? A roach! A ROACH!! *EWww* Ewww n Ewww!!!! So damn disgusting. Eek. then I tried to use Mortein to spray it. Then it started flying around, I got so scared I screamed n my sis went running to the kitchen. N my sis started crying. *sobs* we were so argh!!! don't talk about it anymore. the look of the roach causes me to barf. then we stayed inside the kitchen form 12 to 2. Until daddy came home... Argh!! *phew!*
n because of that, today, whole day so tiring. *yawns* daddy fetch me to school, slept thru the whole trip to school in daddy's car. then he woke me when reached. hmm... when i reached the class, Yi Cheng funny lor, say, "wan an" which means good night. wahaha... it's like morning lor. hmmm... then I told Emi about the roach thingy, then he laugh, n Yi Cheng say, "make friend with xiao-qiang lar... or call my mum go catch for you." haha.. like real... Haha!!! goofy guy... haha.. n when russell came to class, he straight away says, " u overslept? dad fetch you to sch? rite? c, i know." haha... ya ya.. that's the only reason i'll b so early... haha...
then had COs quiz. got 110 out of 160. Ooh... haha. then that David damn bad, waiting to see who scored the lowest in our row. he predict its nic, it really is larh, but he's bad lor. *sighs* N I don't like to play tic-tac-toe with him, he super pro larh, then he always say i Noob also. bad boy. *humph*
Chiong WP, finally finished. wahaha!! left FSP loh, *sigh* should be ok ba.. Hopefully. went SIM for lunch. then went Holland V with nic. Bought 2 pairs of earrings, then shop around. Holland V is so boring, nothing much to shop de. Then I slept the whole way on my way home. *yawns* Really tiring. N gt this uncle sit beside me, when he wanna get down, he tried calling me, then i jerked up, felt so sorry. Luckily he managed to get down, if he didn't, I'll be so guilty. haha. I woke up just in time when the bus reached the bus-interchange... *phew*
BSG: Ur face is in-erasable... deeply in my mind... i'm so scared... abt the roach thingy. but during that time, u didn't came to my mind, some1 else did... strange... hmmm...
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Thursday, July 27, 2006
WP due tmr.. done? not yet!
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me so happy today, xing found this Charmmy Kitty blogskin for me. woot~! thanks xing! ^^ anyway, today had WP quiz. Haha!! I was the first half to do it. But tING's quiz gt some problem, so she had to do it some other time. Then when it was our turn to go out to the corridor, then every boys was like carrying their laptop outside, play CS. But poor David, his laptop no batt, so had to watch other guys play. *laughs*
then saw Ben walking to his class. he was late!! haha. notty Ben. always late de. Then i was like waving to him, guess he didnt see me. make me so ma lu. *laughs*
WP thingy, *sigh* we did wat we're suppose to n compiling it tmr. hopefully everything turn well ba. *pray* haha. went Canteen 3 for lunch, then played MSN games with Nic, Eliz, Xing n tINg. Haha. then came the Math tcher. haha. then learn normal bionomial distribution, n some density thingy. *blur* haha. ok, bt still can do la.
stayed back to do WP. 80% completed, bt poor xing forgot to save n go close the window, in the end hav to re-do. then she started crying. *sigh*. Yi Cheng try to console her. haha.
then went home after that. ^^
on bus on my way home, it was really crowded, so this guy wanna get down, so i moved to let him pass, in the end, his bag entangled with my watch n he didnt know it, i was trying to hold it bt in the end, my watch flew off my wrist, then he started to apologize, to the wrong person! wahaha!! he tot the watch was somebody else's so he apologize to the girl beside me. then went off. then the girl kept looking at me. haha...
BSG: woot~! stop liking u won't stop the pain, it will worsen the hurt even more.
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me so happy today, xing found this Charmmy Kitty blogskin for me. woot~! thanks xing! ^^ anyway, today had WP quiz. Haha!! I was the first half to do it. But tING's quiz gt some problem, so she had to do it some other time. Then when it was our turn to go out to the corridor, then every boys was like carrying their laptop outside, play CS. But poor David, his laptop no batt, so had to watch other guys play. *laughs*
then saw Ben walking to his class. he was late!! haha. notty Ben. always late de. Then i was like waving to him, guess he didnt see me. make me so ma lu. *laughs*
WP thingy, *sigh* we did wat we're suppose to n compiling it tmr. hopefully everything turn well ba. *pray* haha. went Canteen 3 for lunch, then played MSN games with Nic, Eliz, Xing n tINg. Haha. then came the Math tcher. haha. then learn normal bionomial distribution, n some density thingy. *blur* haha. ok, bt still can do la.
stayed back to do WP. 80% completed, bt poor xing forgot to save n go close the window, in the end hav to re-do. then she started crying. *sigh*. Yi Cheng try to console her. haha.
then went home after that. ^^
on bus on my way home, it was really crowded, so this guy wanna get down, so i moved to let him pass, in the end, his bag entangled with my watch n he didnt know it, i was trying to hold it bt in the end, my watch flew off my wrist, then he started to apologize, to the wrong person! wahaha!! he tot the watch was somebody else's so he apologize to the girl beside me. then went off. then the girl kept looking at me. haha...
BSG: woot~! stop liking u won't stop the pain, it will worsen the hurt even more.
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006
two consecutive days... woot~!
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sorry lar xing, i really lazy bum nv update for so long *laughs* cuz i busy doing projects on WP n FSP(!!!!) Programming really not my type man. No WAY!!!
happy!! happy!! wahaha!! I saw BSG ytd at atrium after SW. Woot~! heez~ then today went canteen 2 for lunch hoping to c him. Haha.. I really saw him, he was in queue behind me!! ha ha ha!!!!! so nrevous, luckily I was not the 1 holding the plate, if not definitely topple over. *laughs* i think he saw me, did he or did he not? hmmm...
for FSP, i tot i finished the basic requirements alrd, nv did i expect tt i muz store everything inside different methods!! *boohoo* help me, GOD! argh!!
then had COS, hmmm...
stayed back after school to do WP. T_T so lost. hmmm...
went dinner with xing, tING n Yi Cheng, n tt Yi Cheng, super bad... kept saying ghostly things, hmmm... not really scared la, bt still... will still scared wat. somemore so late liao. *sigh*
BSG: ytd, 25 july saw u after SW at Atrium, u were wearing black tee with red stripes, jeans with slippers n sling bag with black Adidas cap. u exited thru the Orchard staircase.
today, 26 july, saw u at canteen 2. purposely go thr c u de. haha. then u were queueing behind me, nt right behind bt is same queue. haha. u were wearing white tee with blue prints, 3-quarter army pants with slippers n black Adidas cap. hmmm... u really quiet, when u finish ur food, u jux plug ur earphones in listen to music. anti-social... -_- tot u r nt tt kind.. *blehx*
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sorry lar xing, i really lazy bum nv update for so long *laughs* cuz i busy doing projects on WP n FSP(!!!!) Programming really not my type man. No WAY!!!
happy!! happy!! wahaha!! I saw BSG ytd at atrium after SW. Woot~! heez~ then today went canteen 2 for lunch hoping to c him. Haha.. I really saw him, he was in queue behind me!! ha ha ha!!!!! so nrevous, luckily I was not the 1 holding the plate, if not definitely topple over. *laughs* i think he saw me, did he or did he not? hmmm...
for FSP, i tot i finished the basic requirements alrd, nv did i expect tt i muz store everything inside different methods!! *boohoo* help me, GOD! argh!!
then had COS, hmmm...
stayed back after school to do WP. T_T so lost. hmmm...
went dinner with xing, tING n Yi Cheng, n tt Yi Cheng, super bad... kept saying ghostly things, hmmm... not really scared la, bt still... will still scared wat. somemore so late liao. *sigh*
BSG: ytd, 25 july saw u after SW at Atrium, u were wearing black tee with red stripes, jeans with slippers n sling bag with black Adidas cap. u exited thru the Orchard staircase.
today, 26 july, saw u at canteen 2. purposely go thr c u de. haha. then u were queueing behind me, nt right behind bt is same queue. haha. u were wearing white tee with blue prints, 3-quarter army pants with slippers n black Adidas cap. hmmm... u really quiet, when u finish ur food, u jux plug ur earphones in listen to music. anti-social... -_- tot u r nt tt kind.. *blehx*
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Sunday, July 23, 2006
i love my darling very much!1
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don't think astray! i'm not refering to my boyfriend, i don't have boyfriend yet. haha!! i'm still a daddy's girl. haha! my darling is this:
kawaii~~ rite? *kekex*
Today went to JP to do CATS proj. then drew poster. then went JP shop ard. I went into Toys 'R' Us. turn the capsules, cuz i saw the Marie the Cat mirror. but it turn out i gt a Winnie the Pooh 1. *sobs* then Jia Jie see me so disappointed, so go n turn another 1, turn out its Marie the Cat!! Woot~! N gave it to me! Hahahahaha!! Jia Jie! Thank You so much! Wahahaha!!! Then we took bus home. Hehe...
slept on the bus on my way home... *yawns* the bus driver kept stepping on the brake, cause me unable to sleep. but really tired leh... haha!!! my laptop kept slipping. *humph* then finally reach hme. walk slowly home... took my own sweet time.. enjoy the wind. wahaha!! *whew* then when i reach hme, sis offer me junks. So i end up eating junk food, then no appetite to eat dinner. *blehx* :P
I'm happy today. but confirm i wont b tmr. programming officially starts tmr. *boohoo*
BSG: b my cat. haha!!!
nw i know y aristocats n marie looks similar, they are the same actually!! only marie is under Aristocats... aristocats consists of marie n other cats. waahaahaa....... :D
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don't think astray! i'm not refering to my boyfriend, i don't have boyfriend yet. haha!! i'm still a daddy's girl. haha! my darling is this:
kawaii~~ rite? *kekex*
Today went to JP to do CATS proj. then drew poster. then went JP shop ard. I went into Toys 'R' Us. turn the capsules, cuz i saw the Marie the Cat mirror. but it turn out i gt a Winnie the Pooh 1. *sobs* then Jia Jie see me so disappointed, so go n turn another 1, turn out its Marie the Cat!! Woot~! N gave it to me! Hahahahaha!! Jia Jie! Thank You so much! Wahahaha!!! Then we took bus home. Hehe...
slept on the bus on my way home... *yawns* the bus driver kept stepping on the brake, cause me unable to sleep. but really tired leh... haha!!! my laptop kept slipping. *humph* then finally reach hme. walk slowly home... took my own sweet time.. enjoy the wind. wahaha!! *whew* then when i reach hme, sis offer me junks. So i end up eating junk food, then no appetite to eat dinner. *blehx* :P
I'm happy today. but confirm i wont b tmr. programming officially starts tmr. *boohoo*
BSG: b my cat. haha!!!
nw i know y aristocats n marie looks similar, they are the same actually!! only marie is under Aristocats... aristocats consists of marie n other cats. waahaahaa....... :D
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Saturday, July 22, 2006
i love hellokitty n marie!
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today 1st day in the morning, i was woke up by tING. *laugh* then i realise it was already 10! wahaha. thought of waking at 9.30, but i overslept. i know i very lazy. *heehee* then went for breakfast with mummy n lynn. then went to take bus to school.
went straight to library to find them. on my way up the stairs, guess who i saw? haha!! BSG~! he was sitting at the exact same spot like last last week! woot~! sho happy! haha! then finally found the room they booked. then settled down. then started crapping again. ha ha ha!! but we got started on the Programming thingy. so confusing can? don't know what to do after step 2. *argh*
went for lunch, ate tempura udon with no tempura!? haha!!! then the udon so yucky, don't like the tatse. hehe. then smuggle food for xing. jue ying very good in smuggling food sia, the librarian don't even know. wahaha!!! then do until 5 n the librarian came n shoo us out of the library as it cloese at 5pm.
then went King Albert Park's Mac to have dinner. then went IMM with lynn. then went daiso. i bought a marie the cat's tissue pouch n hellokitty pencil case. haha!! i sho love them nowadays, especially cats. like HelloKitty, Charmmy Kitty, Marie the Cat and Aristocats. 1 thing i find it weird is, i think aristocat n marie the cat looks similar sia.. or are they the same actually? haha!! then saw Alvin senior then he wave to me, so i very polite, i wave back to him. *laughs*
happy me, with happy friends, with happy sis, happy cats in happy place. i'm so happy today. will it be the same tomorrow?
BSG: Happy me saw u at atrium, u were wearing beige tee, 3-quarter army pants, slippers n a black Adidas Cap. happy u? ha ha!
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today 1st day in the morning, i was woke up by tING. *laugh* then i realise it was already 10! wahaha. thought of waking at 9.30, but i overslept. i know i very lazy. *heehee* then went for breakfast with mummy n lynn. then went to take bus to school.
went straight to library to find them. on my way up the stairs, guess who i saw? haha!! BSG~! he was sitting at the exact same spot like last last week! woot~! sho happy! haha! then finally found the room they booked. then settled down. then started crapping again. ha ha ha!! but we got started on the Programming thingy. so confusing can? don't know what to do after step 2. *argh*
went for lunch, ate tempura udon with no tempura!? haha!!! then the udon so yucky, don't like the tatse. hehe. then smuggle food for xing. jue ying very good in smuggling food sia, the librarian don't even know. wahaha!!! then do until 5 n the librarian came n shoo us out of the library as it cloese at 5pm.
then went King Albert Park's Mac to have dinner. then went IMM with lynn. then went daiso. i bought a marie the cat's tissue pouch n hellokitty pencil case. haha!! i sho love them nowadays, especially cats. like HelloKitty, Charmmy Kitty, Marie the Cat and Aristocats. 1 thing i find it weird is, i think aristocat n marie the cat looks similar sia.. or are they the same actually? haha!! then saw Alvin senior then he wave to me, so i very polite, i wave back to him. *laughs*
happy me, with happy friends, with happy sis, happy cats in happy place. i'm so happy today. will it be the same tomorrow?
BSG: Happy me saw u at atrium, u were wearing beige tee, 3-quarter army pants, slippers n a black Adidas Cap. happy u? ha ha!
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Friday, July 21, 2006
i'm sho being loved!!
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*tears*
did i realise i was so wrong? God did really love me!!! He loved me all along n is still loving me!! *tears* I was so so so SLOW!! I only blame him for nt giving wat i wanted, bt i nv gt to turn bac n realise the things he did for me.
I went to look at my archives. n this really brought tears to my eyes. i realise GOD really loved me! I everyday wish BSG will b in NP. N he really did!! N yet when i c him in NP n I couldn't do anyth i jux blame him. *guilty* he carries me thru hard times, n get them done the very best for me!! I'm sho sorry GOD!! I know u love me!!
another example is tt, God actually let me c BSG more than I can expect. God actually loved me by lessening my missing of BSG by letting him appear!!
I went to look at my older posts!! BSG is an important person, God let him be. I should be contented. I LOVE U, God!!! ^^
BSG: I'm blessed!! I LOVE God. U love him too?
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*tears*
did i realise i was so wrong? God did really love me!!! He loved me all along n is still loving me!! *tears* I was so so so SLOW!! I only blame him for nt giving wat i wanted, bt i nv gt to turn bac n realise the things he did for me.
I went to look at my archives. n this really brought tears to my eyes. i realise GOD really loved me! I everyday wish BSG will b in NP. N he really did!! N yet when i c him in NP n I couldn't do anyth i jux blame him. *guilty* he carries me thru hard times, n get them done the very best for me!! I'm sho sorry GOD!! I know u love me!!
another example is tt, God actually let me c BSG more than I can expect. God actually loved me by lessening my missing of BSG by letting him appear!!
I went to look at my older posts!! BSG is an important person, God let him be. I should be contented. I LOVE U, God!!! ^^
BSG: I'm blessed!! I LOVE God. U love him too?
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c hw long can i still relax..
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I miss BSG! Qns will keep swirling inside my head. How can I get to know him, his name? When can I c him again? Hmmm... or when will this stop? N seriously, y did he ever appear?! I'd very much want to ask God. *humph* If I can't even get to know him, wat for make him appear in my life? It's like, useless. I c him, he c me... wat happens next? Nobody knows. Pray so hard, for wat? None of them will come true, like no use. But I know, wat we often pray to get, we wont get. But wat we get, is wat we really need. N God has completely settle tt for me. If its true, prove it to me. Cuz i'm slow, I cant c tt happening to me. M I really tt being loved? Love cupid doesn't struck at me, I know.
All we do is to wait. We are waiting every second of our life. Wasting our time to find love when it doesn't actually happen. This makes me feel like a complete idiot. Complete idiot on the field of finding impossible-to-get-to-know-BSG. Mr Vijay once said, "If u really love some1, let it go. If it comes back, then it's urs." But, mine didn't even start. Let go.. yea yea.. but how? i'd like to know. *sobs*
everything just came crashing down nw, Programming assignment, my mood, my bsg. all came crashing down. argh! i dont wanna say anything anymore.
BSG: Will u ever know tt in my every post u r definitely in it? sometimes i wonder, wat for? jux tell me u dont like me, i'll give up. u muz tell me using ur mouth. then i swear i'll giv up.. for u r e 1 i will nv forget..
this all shouldn't have start. this all should hav been ended since dec 11. u should not have appeared in NP. In westmall. In anywhr in my life. I will completely give up by nw if u didnt appear. bt y did u appear for? reason unknown. reason not revealed by God.
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I miss BSG! Qns will keep swirling inside my head. How can I get to know him, his name? When can I c him again? Hmmm... or when will this stop? N seriously, y did he ever appear?! I'd very much want to ask God. *humph* If I can't even get to know him, wat for make him appear in my life? It's like, useless. I c him, he c me... wat happens next? Nobody knows. Pray so hard, for wat? None of them will come true, like no use. But I know, wat we often pray to get, we wont get. But wat we get, is wat we really need. N God has completely settle tt for me. If its true, prove it to me. Cuz i'm slow, I cant c tt happening to me. M I really tt being loved? Love cupid doesn't struck at me, I know.
All we do is to wait. We are waiting every second of our life. Wasting our time to find love when it doesn't actually happen. This makes me feel like a complete idiot. Complete idiot on the field of finding impossible-to-get-to-know-BSG. Mr Vijay once said, "If u really love some1, let it go. If it comes back, then it's urs." But, mine didn't even start. Let go.. yea yea.. but how? i'd like to know. *sobs*
everything just came crashing down nw, Programming assignment, my mood, my bsg. all came crashing down. argh! i dont wanna say anything anymore.
BSG: Will u ever know tt in my every post u r definitely in it? sometimes i wonder, wat for? jux tell me u dont like me, i'll give up. u muz tell me using ur mouth. then i swear i'll giv up.. for u r e 1 i will nv forget..
this all shouldn't have start. this all should hav been ended since dec 11. u should not have appeared in NP. In westmall. In anywhr in my life. I will completely give up by nw if u didnt appear. bt y did u appear for? reason unknown. reason not revealed by God.
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Thursday, July 20, 2006
Mood Swings attacked me.
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*tears*
I feel like crying out loud for heaven's sake. I'm so having bad mood swings now!! During my lessons in school. I was so easily agitated even people laughing I'll feel like slapping them hard on the face! I just don't know why, but! I really really... Have had a TERRIBLE mood swing, I have never had before. I don't remember having mood swings before. Except after YL rejected me, I completely change at that point of time, I HATE boys to the core. Any boys who gets near me, I'll glare at them. I don't know what has gotten into me lately. But definitely not my BSG's fault. *laughs*
N I'm so fed-up with xxx that I wanna slap xxx's face just now! Got me damn fed-up. I was there explaining n telling xxx what to do n xxx completely ignore my comments! N still have the face to say, " I accept comments by you all" AS IF. All what xxx said was like SHIT to me only. I M NOT TRYING TO BE BAD. But, my friends know its the TRUTH. FED-UP. N my friend saw how dark my face was n was there to sms me, calming me down. thanks friend, think you know who the xxx is ba, no need to specify so clearly de hor? *laughs*
N, really, I'm dying soon, I just received my FSP Assignment. N I just think I might not make it. N, it's like, I'm only in year 1 n I think i'm gonna die because of this, then what about when I'm year 3? Think I don't even think I can survive already. M I right? *sigh*
N for that China study trip, all my friends were there chatting they can go except for me. I was so sad. T.T Cause I know, daddy might not allow me to go because of financial matters. But still, seeing them discussing happily n me at there feeling so lonely. Like so invisible.. *tears*
BSG: At that point of time, I really wanna see you, n look for your face. Only you can calm me down. I feel at ease looking at you. But you were nowhere to be found. BSG~~! I Miss You so much!! *boohoo!*
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*tears*
I feel like crying out loud for heaven's sake. I'm so having bad mood swings now!! During my lessons in school. I was so easily agitated even people laughing I'll feel like slapping them hard on the face! I just don't know why, but! I really really... Have had a TERRIBLE mood swing, I have never had before. I don't remember having mood swings before. Except after YL rejected me, I completely change at that point of time, I HATE boys to the core. Any boys who gets near me, I'll glare at them. I don't know what has gotten into me lately. But definitely not my BSG's fault. *laughs*
N I'm so fed-up with xxx that I wanna slap xxx's face just now! Got me damn fed-up. I was there explaining n telling xxx what to do n xxx completely ignore my comments! N still have the face to say, " I accept comments by you all" AS IF. All what xxx said was like SHIT to me only. I M NOT TRYING TO BE BAD. But, my friends know its the TRUTH. FED-UP. N my friend saw how dark my face was n was there to sms me, calming me down. thanks friend, think you know who the xxx is ba, no need to specify so clearly de hor? *laughs*
N, really, I'm dying soon, I just received my FSP Assignment. N I just think I might not make it. N, it's like, I'm only in year 1 n I think i'm gonna die because of this, then what about when I'm year 3? Think I don't even think I can survive already. M I right? *sigh*
N for that China study trip, all my friends were there chatting they can go except for me. I was so sad. T.T Cause I know, daddy might not allow me to go because of financial matters. But still, seeing them discussing happily n me at there feeling so lonely. Like so invisible.. *tears*
BSG: At that point of time, I really wanna see you, n look for your face. Only you can calm me down. I feel at ease looking at you. But you were nowhere to be found. BSG~~! I Miss You so much!! *boohoo!*
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Hello...
Sho very happy today, finally after 7 days, I saw BSG again! At Canteen 2. Actually, I tot of giving up nt looking for him today de, bt in the end I caught the sight of him. Wahaha!! Woot~!
Went for FSP. I was so totally lost leh!! Eww... hmmm... Lee kept explaining, n I was thr *blank*. I asked him 1 qns, he ans anoth qns, totally no link. Really cannot understand. *sigh* nvm...
Went for lunch, tt's whr I saw BSG larh. Ha ha ha!!!
Then had COS, do e schduler Gantt Chart, do until I can cry! So damn confusing. *tears* Finally solved it! Yep!. Heez..
Went for CATS proj, then finish my write up then left. bt quite l8. hmmm... left abt 8.pm. Miss my home.. hehe.
None of my frenz knew him! Sad, sad sad!!! *sobs*
BSG: U were wearing black Adidas Jacket, black Adidas Cap, really, Adidas Boy! Woot! I really saw u! Aww......
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Hello...
Sho very happy today, finally after 7 days, I saw BSG again! At Canteen 2. Actually, I tot of giving up nt looking for him today de, bt in the end I caught the sight of him. Wahaha!! Woot~!
Went for FSP. I was so totally lost leh!! Eww... hmmm... Lee kept explaining, n I was thr *blank*. I asked him 1 qns, he ans anoth qns, totally no link. Really cannot understand. *sigh* nvm...
Went for lunch, tt's whr I saw BSG larh. Ha ha ha!!!
Then had COS, do e schduler Gantt Chart, do until I can cry! So damn confusing. *tears* Finally solved it! Yep!. Heez..
Went for CATS proj, then finish my write up then left. bt quite l8. hmmm... left abt 8.pm. Miss my home.. hehe.
None of my frenz knew him! Sad, sad sad!!! *sobs*
BSG: U were wearing black Adidas Jacket, black Adidas Cap, really, Adidas Boy! Woot! I really saw u! Aww......
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Tuesday, July 18, 2006
daddy call me an ah-dai
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hihi..
i nv attend S&W today. Haha. Cuz Ferynn forgot her badminton racket. N Jia Jie is sick, so in the end I nv go for it too. *laughs* For CATS, we did nth today. *sigh* All my frenz' had done their presentation. Left me, if I had my presentation today, I confirm go for SW today, n next wk I wont even go sch on tue. *sigh* bt since I hav to go sch nxt wk, then I skip today's lesson lor. haha!!
then i called daddy to c if he can fetch me hme. then daddy came n when i went in the car, my dad say, "ah-dai. haha" humph! call me ah-dai, means silly girl. I m silly girl ma? *blehx* then went hme slp.
Hope tmr will b alright. Yea..
BSG: c u at Canteen 2 tmr! haha!!
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hihi..
i nv attend S&W today. Haha. Cuz Ferynn forgot her badminton racket. N Jia Jie is sick, so in the end I nv go for it too. *laughs* For CATS, we did nth today. *sigh* All my frenz' had done their presentation. Left me, if I had my presentation today, I confirm go for SW today, n next wk I wont even go sch on tue. *sigh* bt since I hav to go sch nxt wk, then I skip today's lesson lor. haha!!
then i called daddy to c if he can fetch me hme. then daddy came n when i went in the car, my dad say, "ah-dai. haha" humph! call me ah-dai, means silly girl. I m silly girl ma? *blehx* then went hme slp.
Hope tmr will b alright. Yea..
BSG: c u at Canteen 2 tmr! haha!!
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Monday, July 17, 2006
Sleepy head
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SLEEPY HEAD! OMG! if any1 were to call me tt, it'll b so sweet!
I rmb my Mummy always call me tt when I was small, Haha! Argh, ok, nvm. Today, I overslept. daddy wake me at 7.20am n I didnt wake even aft 7.40am!! Argh! Haha. so, daddy fetch me sch today. ^^ JAM JAM, again!? *sigh*
Actually wanted to wait for Eliz n Nicole at Bus-stop de, bt nt feeling well, so daddy drove me in. N when I reach class Yi Cheng ask, "hw come u nv wait for them at the bus-stop? tot u always wait for them de." Then I rply, "I overslept ma." "huh? u overslept? still can reach early?" I rply, "i overslept so my daddy fetch me to sch." "orh, then u shld overslept then u'll reach earlier" *laughs* ok. then aft i came bac from the toilet, Russell say, "Yah, u really shld oversleep so u'll nt always b late waiting for them." ha ha ha!!! ok.
Had WP presentation! Argh! I did lousily again! *sobs* nvm. then had FSP. Don't understand!!! Humph! Anyway, really hope I can score for semester proj. *sigh* ^^ then yinGzz come sch find me. had lunch then did WP proj. then went Pasir Ris with me. ^^ thanks yinGzz jie jie. if nt for u, i really hav to walk thru the deserted road by myself n get lost! *laughs* then she had to go bac sch for CCA so I take MRT hme alone. So lng sia, the destination.
Eyelids close, closing, closing, closed.
bubye.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY kor-kor N ya, then jux nw, we were watching superband. then saw this function whr u can sms ur greetings to ur fav. superband. then i sms, bt guess wat i send? "happy birthday oink" haha!! totally no link to the superband thingy de. so FUNNY! Whaahah!!
BSG: adidas boy! haha!!!
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SLEEPY HEAD! OMG! if any1 were to call me tt, it'll b so sweet!
I rmb my Mummy always call me tt when I was small, Haha! Argh, ok, nvm. Today, I overslept. daddy wake me at 7.20am n I didnt wake even aft 7.40am!! Argh! Haha. so, daddy fetch me sch today. ^^ JAM JAM, again!? *sigh*
Actually wanted to wait for Eliz n Nicole at Bus-stop de, bt nt feeling well, so daddy drove me in. N when I reach class Yi Cheng ask, "hw come u nv wait for them at the bus-stop? tot u always wait for them de." Then I rply, "I overslept ma." "huh? u overslept? still can reach early?" I rply, "i overslept so my daddy fetch me to sch." "orh, then u shld overslept then u'll reach earlier" *laughs* ok. then aft i came bac from the toilet, Russell say, "Yah, u really shld oversleep so u'll nt always b late waiting for them." ha ha ha!!! ok.
Had WP presentation! Argh! I did lousily again! *sobs* nvm. then had FSP. Don't understand!!! Humph! Anyway, really hope I can score for semester proj. *sigh* ^^ then yinGzz come sch find me. had lunch then did WP proj. then went Pasir Ris with me. ^^ thanks yinGzz jie jie. if nt for u, i really hav to walk thru the deserted road by myself n get lost! *laughs* then she had to go bac sch for CCA so I take MRT hme alone. So lng sia, the destination.
Eyelids close, closing, closing, closed.
bubye.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY kor-kor N ya, then jux nw, we were watching superband. then saw this function whr u can sms ur greetings to ur fav. superband. then i sms, bt guess wat i send? "happy birthday oink" haha!! totally no link to the superband thingy de. so FUNNY! Whaahah!!
BSG: adidas boy! haha!!!
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Sunday, July 16, 2006
i feel bloated
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today 1st day wake up at abt 7.15am to prepare to go for CATS proj. luckily daddy fetch me thr. if nt i'll hav to wake at 6.45am. *phew*. Haha!! reach thr n waited for them. then do proj. then suddenly my flats' string come off *argh* *humph* then went round JP to find a shoe. bought slippers in Charles & Keith. Finally. n tt shoe really nice to wear sia. haha!!! then bought earrings n a belt. *heez*
Anyway, aft tt, went hme watch vcd then went Lot1 meet Lynn. then shop ard. hmmm... then went hme.
nwadays i feel very bloated!! *sigh* haha.
tmr still gt to present!!! *eww* *sobs* wish me luck!
BSG: u n u again. haha!!
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hello.
today 1st day wake up at abt 7.15am to prepare to go for CATS proj. luckily daddy fetch me thr. if nt i'll hav to wake at 6.45am. *phew*. Haha!! reach thr n waited for them. then do proj. then suddenly my flats' string come off *argh* *humph* then went round JP to find a shoe. bought slippers in Charles & Keith. Finally. n tt shoe really nice to wear sia. haha!!! then bought earrings n a belt. *heez*
Anyway, aft tt, went hme watch vcd then went Lot1 meet Lynn. then shop ard. hmmm... then went hme.
nwadays i feel very bloated!! *sigh* haha.
tmr still gt to present!!! *eww* *sobs* wish me luck!
BSG: u n u again. haha!!
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Saturday, July 15, 2006
took shower gel as shampoo!??
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tell u all 1 th, bt don't laugh, jux nw in e shower, i took shower gel as shampoo! *eek* when i smell it funny, then did i realise i put shower gel on my head! *argh* i don't know wat has gotten into me, i feel quite weird. felt tt smth's missing. *sigh* n i don't know wat is it! *frustrating*
hmmm... tmr still gt CATS proj! need to wake early... *sianz* anyway, i went stdy with xing, then we started talking again. i jux knew it. bt we gt stdy de la. haha! hmmm... then went hme. i want new wallet!! i want hellokitty wallet. hmmm....
nvm, tink i gtg le... take care.
BSG: r u e missing object? i'm so sad!!
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hello...
tell u all 1 th, bt don't laugh, jux nw in e shower, i took shower gel as shampoo! *eek* when i smell it funny, then did i realise i put shower gel on my head! *argh* i don't know wat has gotten into me, i feel quite weird. felt tt smth's missing. *sigh* n i don't know wat is it! *frustrating*
hmmm... tmr still gt CATS proj! need to wake early... *sianz* anyway, i went stdy with xing, then we started talking again. i jux knew it. bt we gt stdy de la. haha! hmmm... then went hme. i want new wallet!! i want hellokitty wallet. hmmm....
nvm, tink i gtg le... take care.
BSG: r u e missing object? i'm so sad!!
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Friday, July 14, 2006
rainy days wet my feet.
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aloha!
*laughs* i know i'm siao. wahaha... anw, today, 1st th in the morning, the sky shows tt its gonna rain for sure, n when i stepped out of the shower, *tah-dah* rain... *diaoz* did i ever mention i hate rainy days? unless i can stay indoors, if nt i really don't like rainy day. hmmm...
today, daddy nv drive me to sch becuz bro's hme so he needs daddy to drive him to camp. *sobs* left me to go sch on my own. once i step out of the shelter, my feets all wet! n i hate to wet my feet (unless in the shower, of cuz). cuz it will make my feet damn cold. n once my feet gets cold, my palms get cold, my whole body shivers *brr...* took bus to sch, n when the bus drove towards bukit timah, the raim stopped. n once i gt down, n cross the over-head bridge, it started drizzling. then, when i reach NP bus-stop, it started to pour. *phew* luckily man. if nt i'm all drenched. *eek* haha!!!
had COS, lectures... *yawns* bt impt! wahaha! then CM. had CM test. then crap with my To4 sisters. haha. all crappy. we all love gossipping. *oops* haha. then went SIM for lunch. yum yum. wahaha!!!! then went bac class. saw BEN aft i come out from the ladies, then i shout his name to make sure. n he quickly turn n figure who i was, cuz some stupid ppl go n switch off the corridor lights. *stupid* then eliz shout, "jia xuan" then he wave n shout back, "bye!" then exited. wah-seh, he's cute! haha. did i ever mention tt?
Went PS for movie (Pirates of Carribean). nice, bt scary. still, i don't like tt squid-head. *yuck* makes me wanna barf. had dinner at MOS Burger then shop ard town with nicole.
BSG: u were nv thr, u cant share my joy, bt i wish tt u r happy every day. ^^ God blesses u!
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aloha!
*laughs* i know i'm siao. wahaha... anw, today, 1st th in the morning, the sky shows tt its gonna rain for sure, n when i stepped out of the shower, *tah-dah* rain... *diaoz* did i ever mention i hate rainy days? unless i can stay indoors, if nt i really don't like rainy day. hmmm...
today, daddy nv drive me to sch becuz bro's hme so he needs daddy to drive him to camp. *sobs* left me to go sch on my own. once i step out of the shelter, my feets all wet! n i hate to wet my feet (unless in the shower, of cuz). cuz it will make my feet damn cold. n once my feet gets cold, my palms get cold, my whole body shivers *brr...* took bus to sch, n when the bus drove towards bukit timah, the raim stopped. n once i gt down, n cross the over-head bridge, it started drizzling. then, when i reach NP bus-stop, it started to pour. *phew* luckily man. if nt i'm all drenched. *eek* haha!!!
had COS, lectures... *yawns* bt impt! wahaha! then CM. had CM test. then crap with my To4 sisters. haha. all crappy. we all love gossipping. *oops* haha. then went SIM for lunch. yum yum. wahaha!!!! then went bac class. saw BEN aft i come out from the ladies, then i shout his name to make sure. n he quickly turn n figure who i was, cuz some stupid ppl go n switch off the corridor lights. *stupid* then eliz shout, "jia xuan" then he wave n shout back, "bye!" then exited. wah-seh, he's cute! haha. did i ever mention tt?
Went PS for movie (Pirates of Carribean). nice, bt scary. still, i don't like tt squid-head. *yuck* makes me wanna barf. had dinner at MOS Burger then shop ard town with nicole.
BSG: u were nv thr, u cant share my joy, bt i wish tt u r happy every day. ^^ God blesses u!
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
this has become a pattern!
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WTH!
my PROGRAMMING sucked! this has become a pattern, 1 day, i'll think my programming sucked, 1 day i'll think programming is FUN. Oh my Gosh! I'm so paranoid. Anybody here feels the same as me? *humph!*
ok, thr's smth I can relate to as a happy event today, I saw BSG at Canteen 2 during lunch! *woohoo!* I didn't know he was thr lor, then suddenly my head turn n thr he is *tah-dah* sitting thr having his lunch. *laughs* wahaha! happy larh~
Had COS aft tt, *diaoz* presentation. I hate presentation. *eek* haha. okok. then stayed bac n do programming again!? *shucks* hate it man. I wonder hw ppl can get the hang of it man. It's plain torture n u ppl hav to agree with me lor. It's lik HELL. Err... beta then hell, cuz hell is in-bearable.
*yawns* gtg, tcz. bubye.
BSG: I saw u leh... *kekex* X) Happy~ I don't know this can go on for hw lng, i jux feel happy to c u, i dont know y. haha!! bye!
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WTH!
my PROGRAMMING sucked! this has become a pattern, 1 day, i'll think my programming sucked, 1 day i'll think programming is FUN. Oh my Gosh! I'm so paranoid. Anybody here feels the same as me? *humph!*
ok, thr's smth I can relate to as a happy event today, I saw BSG at Canteen 2 during lunch! *woohoo!* I didn't know he was thr lor, then suddenly my head turn n thr he is *tah-dah* sitting thr having his lunch. *laughs* wahaha! happy larh~
Had COS aft tt, *diaoz* presentation. I hate presentation. *eek* haha. okok. then stayed bac n do programming again!? *shucks* hate it man. I wonder hw ppl can get the hang of it man. It's plain torture n u ppl hav to agree with me lor. It's lik HELL. Err... beta then hell, cuz hell is in-bearable.
*yawns* gtg, tcz. bubye.
BSG: I saw u leh... *kekex* X) Happy~ I don't know this can go on for hw lng, i jux feel happy to c u, i dont know y. haha!! bye!
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006
SW makes me fall asleep!?
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Argh! S&W makes me fell asleep.
N u all muz b thinkin hw m i able to fall asleep during sports n wellness. cuz i was simply too tired, n my eyes r so heavy eventually i fell asleep on the floor!! hahaha! then e relief tcher say, "u look tired." then i rplied, "I M TIRED!" then he say,"ok, wat can make u nt tired? i know, b e empire for the nxt game." *shucks* n for my game, e score is o-5. i '0', my fren '5'. *argh* i knew I was lousy!!
Hmm... then aft tt, went Atrium, bought sandwich. *yum yum*. *laughs* then my dad come n fetch me. cuz its raining. *heez*
guess i gotta go. bubye.
BSG: may i c u once again? X)
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Argh! S&W makes me fell asleep.
N u all muz b thinkin hw m i able to fall asleep during sports n wellness. cuz i was simply too tired, n my eyes r so heavy eventually i fell asleep on the floor!! hahaha! then e relief tcher say, "u look tired." then i rplied, "I M TIRED!" then he say,"ok, wat can make u nt tired? i know, b e empire for the nxt game." *shucks* n for my game, e score is o-5. i '0', my fren '5'. *argh* i knew I was lousy!!
Hmm... then aft tt, went Atrium, bought sandwich. *yum yum*. *laughs* then my dad come n fetch me. cuz its raining. *heez*
guess i gotta go. bubye.
BSG: may i c u once again? X)
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Monday, July 10, 2006
Programming done
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Ok, I'm happy.
I didn't c BSG, bt I'm happy. Cuz I've finish my Week 11 FSP activity! Woo~! All thanks to EMI! Haha! Thank You! X) Finally, I can rest for tonight. ^^
haha. Finally. Hmmm... Anyway, had WP. N its all slacking. Haha! N FSP, learn new th. Wahaha! [Happy] Had lunch then went for FSP remedial class. but was kena chase out by Mr Pham. Wahaha!
ok, then went hme.
Went changi airport to fetch baby kyla. Haha! She so cute. bt she kept beating my head. *humph* nvm, she knows hw to speak loads of words alrd. wahaha! good!!
then went hme slp until 7. then had dinner, then did hmewrk. yoohoo. ^^
guess i gotta go. bubye
BSG: I'm sho happy today! woot~
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Ok, I'm happy.
I didn't c BSG, bt I'm happy. Cuz I've finish my Week 11 FSP activity! Woo~! All thanks to EMI! Haha! Thank You! X) Finally, I can rest for tonight. ^^
haha. Finally. Hmmm... Anyway, had WP. N its all slacking. Haha! N FSP, learn new th. Wahaha! [Happy] Had lunch then went for FSP remedial class. but was kena chase out by Mr Pham. Wahaha!
ok, then went hme.
Went changi airport to fetch baby kyla. Haha! She so cute. bt she kept beating my head. *humph* nvm, she knows hw to speak loads of words alrd. wahaha! good!!
then went hme slp until 7. then had dinner, then did hmewrk. yoohoo. ^^
guess i gotta go. bubye
BSG: I'm sho happy today! woot~
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
a day passed.
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I shld b happy, at least I can c him, n my ah-shu jie jie cant even c e guy she like. She envies me, bt she doesn't know how hurt m i to c him n cant do anyth.
Stayed hme all day. Nth to do. a day passes very quickly everytime i slack off. hw come?
nth much to say. tmr's a better day!
gtg. take care. bubye.
BSG:U still rmb me? I hope wat i saw u did ytd was real.
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I shld b happy, at least I can c him, n my ah-shu jie jie cant even c e guy she like. She envies me, bt she doesn't know how hurt m i to c him n cant do anyth.
Stayed hme all day. Nth to do. a day passes very quickly everytime i slack off. hw come?
nth much to say. tmr's a better day!
gtg. take care. bubye.
BSG:U still rmb me? I hope wat i saw u did ytd was real.
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tired day. hot day! everyth bad.
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Ok, God!
today, i'm tired, its so hot, dampening my whole spirit. Hot day pisses me off. *Yuck!* Went sch meet up with xing n Yi Cheng, went NP lib stdy until 5, as e lib closes at 5 sharp. Hmmm... Went Atrium, n guess who I saw? yar, BSG, it's him ok?
Nt tt, I'm nt happy to c him, I do, I really do bt, does he even know my presence jux lik wat Yi Cheng told me? N Yi Cheng say he is nt tt good-looking, n yes, tt really saddens. I jux don't know y, bt jux, sad?! Nt tt wat Yi Cheng said was all illogical, wat he said made total sense, bt I jux couldn't get myself out of it. I know it's stupid, bt i'm lik tt, wat can I do? U tink it doesn't hurt to c ur crush from afar n yet we can't do anyth? It is heart-breaking, totally! *tears*
I'm here all sad, wishing n praying tt he'll rmb me, yet he doesn't know me. N i can jux sit thr moaning n crying in pain? I'm so naive! *tears* Who can help me get out of this? I hate myself sometimes, u can call me stupid, naive, dumb everyth bad, I don't mind. Bt all I hope, is, he can rmb me. Make me less sad? Bt can he? He cannot! Actually, the more I c him, the more saddened I've become.
same th happens 3yrs ago, I had a huge crush on this guy, n when I confess wat happen? Of cuz i'm rejected. Of cuz i'm sad, I crushed on him for lik, 3yrs?! N wat do I get in return? nothing!! all nothing! wat can b more saddening, u tell me?
I'm nt so noble, I cant do tt, I cant let u go, yet i've hurt too much. do i hav to wait for anoth stupid 3yrs, n wait for u to reject me? i'm stupid!!!
BSG: u better get out of my life, either u die, or i vanish. I dont wanna hurt anymore, devastated. i'll leave u alone. unless u know bt less likely. argh! go to hell!!
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Ok, God!
today, i'm tired, its so hot, dampening my whole spirit. Hot day pisses me off. *Yuck!* Went sch meet up with xing n Yi Cheng, went NP lib stdy until 5, as e lib closes at 5 sharp. Hmmm... Went Atrium, n guess who I saw? yar, BSG, it's him ok?
Nt tt, I'm nt happy to c him, I do, I really do bt, does he even know my presence jux lik wat Yi Cheng told me? N Yi Cheng say he is nt tt good-looking, n yes, tt really saddens. I jux don't know y, bt jux, sad?! Nt tt wat Yi Cheng said was all illogical, wat he said made total sense, bt I jux couldn't get myself out of it. I know it's stupid, bt i'm lik tt, wat can I do? U tink it doesn't hurt to c ur crush from afar n yet we can't do anyth? It is heart-breaking, totally! *tears*
I'm here all sad, wishing n praying tt he'll rmb me, yet he doesn't know me. N i can jux sit thr moaning n crying in pain? I'm so naive! *tears* Who can help me get out of this? I hate myself sometimes, u can call me stupid, naive, dumb everyth bad, I don't mind. Bt all I hope, is, he can rmb me. Make me less sad? Bt can he? He cannot! Actually, the more I c him, the more saddened I've become.
same th happens 3yrs ago, I had a huge crush on this guy, n when I confess wat happen? Of cuz i'm rejected. Of cuz i'm sad, I crushed on him for lik, 3yrs?! N wat do I get in return? nothing!! all nothing! wat can b more saddening, u tell me?
I'm nt so noble, I cant do tt, I cant let u go, yet i've hurt too much. do i hav to wait for anoth stupid 3yrs, n wait for u to reject me? i'm stupid!!!
BSG: u better get out of my life, either u die, or i vanish. I dont wanna hurt anymore, devastated. i'll leave u alone. unless u know bt less likely. argh! go to hell!!
A day that passes,
Means a day nearer in meeting u.
Friday, July 07, 2006
Weekend ahead
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Hello..
Here to blog. Haha! Me damn happy today, aft 32 days of nt seeing him, finally n finally, I saw HIM. My BSG! ^^ Wahaha! Hmmm...
Today, had COS n CM test. N whole class celebrate Ferynn's birthday. Went SIM to eat, had seafood pasta. Super nice!! Anyway, we were suppose to go for mass talk at 2pm. Bt, at 2pm, we were still thr eating n chatting. ^^. Then when we reach, our mentor alrd thr waiting for us. Haha. U shld c her face, damn black de leh. Wahaha! Then listen to the talk, then went back class n do FSP. sucked. Programming. *humph*
Went hme at 6.20pm. Tired. Haha! anyway, gtg. bub-bye.
BSG: I saw u! At NP bus-stop!! I m happy! Very happy. Haha! Miss U!
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Hello..
Here to blog. Haha! Me damn happy today, aft 32 days of nt seeing him, finally n finally, I saw HIM. My BSG! ^^ Wahaha! Hmmm...
Today, had COS n CM test. N whole class celebrate Ferynn's birthday. Went SIM to eat, had seafood pasta. Super nice!! Anyway, we were suppose to go for mass talk at 2pm. Bt, at 2pm, we were still thr eating n chatting. ^^. Then when we reach, our mentor alrd thr waiting for us. Haha. U shld c her face, damn black de leh. Wahaha! Then listen to the talk, then went back class n do FSP. sucked. Programming. *humph*
Went hme at 6.20pm. Tired. Haha! anyway, gtg. bub-bye.
BSG: I saw u! At NP bus-stop!! I m happy! Very happy. Haha! Miss U!
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Thursday, July 06, 2006
Programming really... don't know what to say.
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Oh God!
Hmmm... Programming SUCK! OMG. Really. I nv bluff you. *sigh* Kept giving errors, n the problem is that, I don't know where the problem really lies. *Eek*
Today, 1st th I notice in the morn, it's drizzling. *woo~* Nice weather for us to slp. *laughs* My Daddy brought me to sch. Cuz its wet. Haha! So good~! N luckily my kor kor goes to camp himself. If nt, my Daddy won't b able to bring me to sch. Haha!
I felt very guilty, cuz during the whole CM class, I was nt paying attention to the lesson. N nw, I hav prob doing my hmewrk. *stupid*. *sigh* *guilty* N it's probability! The chpt I dislike the most. Cuz logic thinking r use, n i sucked in logic thinkin, my brain slow. ha-ha-ha! nvm.. go read up.
tmr still gt COS n CM test! *EEK!* n programming is due tmr. N everyth came crashing dwn nw? God, help me! *yerr...* nvm... gtg.
BSG: althou i hav loads of th in my mind, u r nt forgotten. i promise. i muz find out ur name! for heaven's sake la...
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Oh God!
Hmmm... Programming SUCK! OMG. Really. I nv bluff you. *sigh* Kept giving errors, n the problem is that, I don't know where the problem really lies. *Eek*
Today, 1st th I notice in the morn, it's drizzling. *woo~* Nice weather for us to slp. *laughs* My Daddy brought me to sch. Cuz its wet. Haha! So good~! N luckily my kor kor goes to camp himself. If nt, my Daddy won't b able to bring me to sch. Haha!
I felt very guilty, cuz during the whole CM class, I was nt paying attention to the lesson. N nw, I hav prob doing my hmewrk. *stupid*. *sigh* *guilty* N it's probability! The chpt I dislike the most. Cuz logic thinking r use, n i sucked in logic thinkin, my brain slow. ha-ha-ha! nvm.. go read up.
tmr still gt COS n CM test! *EEK!* n programming is due tmr. N everyth came crashing dwn nw? God, help me! *yerr...* nvm... gtg.
BSG: althou i hav loads of th in my mind, u r nt forgotten. i promise. i muz find out ur name! for heaven's sake la...
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wat happen ytd?
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Argh..
Ytd, I was late for class. Cuz it started jamming, I was thr slping on bus, when I overheard some1 ask, "Wat's the time nw?" N tt person rplied, "8.45am alrd, we're gonna b late." OMG! It's alrd 8.45am n our bus is still halfway to sch. In the end, I was late by 10mins to class. *%#$$* Sianz..
I was lik rushing up the stairs n there panting when teacher ask me a qns, my mind was lik, *blank* Haha! Hmmm... Anyway, programming sucked!! I don't know hw to do!! Die..
here comes the teacher... bye
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Argh..
Ytd, I was late for class. Cuz it started jamming, I was thr slping on bus, when I overheard some1 ask, "Wat's the time nw?" N tt person rplied, "8.45am alrd, we're gonna b late." OMG! It's alrd 8.45am n our bus is still halfway to sch. In the end, I was late by 10mins to class. *%#$$* Sianz..
I was lik rushing up the stairs n there panting when teacher ask me a qns, my mind was lik, *blank* Haha! Hmmm... Anyway, programming sucked!! I don't know hw to do!! Die..
here comes the teacher... bye
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Tuesday, July 04, 2006
I love to eat JUNKS!?
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Woot~
Hello, today had a very short day. Had CATS n SW. For CATS, we make use of straws, masking tape, sticks to make Crane to lift up a 20-cent coin. ^^. Fun, but childish. *laughs* N for SW leh, tired tired. Haha! Bt fun! really. Woo...
Saw Henry on bus on way to sch. Handsome~ Ah-hahaha! Really lar.. Hmmm... Bt I prefer BSG la. *laughs*
Went home, had dinner then read thru FSP. Tmr gt FSP sia. *sigh* Help me! 1 th is, I love eating junk food nwadays. Like chocolates, mamee, n sweets. *boo* nt good, I know. N er jie, I eat when I feel hungry, bt hw did U know I did skip my meals? Nt for the sake of slimming down, bt i feel bloated, tt's all. I know going on diet won't help leh, so I nt so stupid de. Hahah! Take Care! Love ya!
BSG: I love u 50%!? Slowly increase... Haha!
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Woot~
Hello, today had a very short day. Had CATS n SW. For CATS, we make use of straws, masking tape, sticks to make Crane to lift up a 20-cent coin. ^^. Fun, but childish. *laughs* N for SW leh, tired tired. Haha! Bt fun! really. Woo...
Saw Henry on bus on way to sch. Handsome~ Ah-hahaha! Really lar.. Hmmm... Bt I prefer BSG la. *laughs*
Went home, had dinner then read thru FSP. Tmr gt FSP sia. *sigh* Help me! 1 th is, I love eating junk food nwadays. Like chocolates, mamee, n sweets. *boo* nt good, I know. N er jie, I eat when I feel hungry, bt hw did U know I did skip my meals? Nt for the sake of slimming down, bt i feel bloated, tt's all. I know going on diet won't help leh, so I nt so stupid de. Hahah! Take Care! Love ya!
BSG: I love u 50%!? Slowly increase... Haha!
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Monday, July 03, 2006
1 item off the load
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Hiya.
Today woke up at 6.45am, as I hav to go sch early to hand-in WP proposal. *yawns*. Took bus to sch, almost overslept on bus. *laughs* N the bus is damn cold lor, *brr...* Saw Xiao Qian on bus, I didn't know it was her until she tap me on the shoulder as I sit infront of her on bus. Haha! Blur rite? *laughs*
Met Farhana n went up 8th floor to hand-in. Then went atrium, then back to class. Really tired, today's lecture, I don't even undrstnd, *sigh* Die le la... Siao liao!!
After sch, went JE for lunch with xing n ting. Haha! Then went home, slept till 7pm!! Argh! I just don't undrstnd, hw come nwadays I kept sleeping.. Hmmm... Anyth wrong with me? Hmmm.. I don't wanna die yet!! Help me!!
BSG: No u? Mayb fri? hmmm. hope so!
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Hiya.
Today woke up at 6.45am, as I hav to go sch early to hand-in WP proposal. *yawns*. Took bus to sch, almost overslept on bus. *laughs* N the bus is damn cold lor, *brr...* Saw Xiao Qian on bus, I didn't know it was her until she tap me on the shoulder as I sit infront of her on bus. Haha! Blur rite? *laughs*
Met Farhana n went up 8th floor to hand-in. Then went atrium, then back to class. Really tired, today's lecture, I don't even undrstnd, *sigh* Die le la... Siao liao!!
After sch, went JE for lunch with xing n ting. Haha! Then went home, slept till 7pm!! Argh! I just don't undrstnd, hw come nwadays I kept sleeping.. Hmmm... Anyth wrong with me? Hmmm.. I don't wanna die yet!! Help me!!
BSG: No u? Mayb fri? hmmm. hope so!
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Saturday, July 01, 2006
Slept thru whole day.
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Hello, here to blog again.
sad, of cuz, today no BSG. *sigh*. Nxt wk, definitely can c de. haha. stay postive! ^^ hmmm...
today accompany sis for tuition. slept thru e whole day at aunt's hse. from 2pm till 6pm. bt i'm no pig. cuz ytd slept l8. today woke early. haha! went east coast park today. waited in the car for 15mins for parking lot. *sigh* then today Osim organise some marathon. then blocked the whole street. then 1 woman still tell us to walk on grass!!? WTH! Rude! Then gt a photographer sat on e floor, when we walk past, we didn't c him then he shouted, "don't block the way!". Oh GOD! super RUDE!!!! At tt point of time I really wanna go up to him n kick his stupid camera! *%&@!#* then i happen to walk past 1 Osim flag dropped on the floor, so I went up thr n stepped on it. stomp. haha!
then went home. had dinner.
nw gt lots of proj to do. *sianz* by mon 8.30am muz hand-in. *die-die* haaaaaa!!!
BSG: still no u? u better come out! haha! stay positive.
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Hello, here to blog again.
sad, of cuz, today no BSG. *sigh*. Nxt wk, definitely can c de. haha. stay postive! ^^ hmmm...
today accompany sis for tuition. slept thru e whole day at aunt's hse. from 2pm till 6pm. bt i'm no pig. cuz ytd slept l8. today woke early. haha! went east coast park today. waited in the car for 15mins for parking lot. *sigh* then today Osim organise some marathon. then blocked the whole street. then 1 woman still tell us to walk on grass!!? WTH! Rude! Then gt a photographer sat on e floor, when we walk past, we didn't c him then he shouted, "don't block the way!". Oh GOD! super RUDE!!!! At tt point of time I really wanna go up to him n kick his stupid camera! *%&@!#* then i happen to walk past 1 Osim flag dropped on the floor, so I went up thr n stepped on it. stomp. haha!
then went home. had dinner.
nw gt lots of proj to do. *sianz* by mon 8.30am muz hand-in. *die-die* haaaaaa!!!
BSG: still no u? u better come out! haha! stay positive.
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