Mood Swings attacked me.

[+_-MiSS-inG Him... LOads-_+]
**I WON'T let this Memory FaDe AWAY.**
*tears*
I feel like crying out loud for heaven's sake. I'm so having bad mood swings now!! During my lessons in school. I was so easily agitated even people laughing I'll feel like slapping them hard on the face! I just don't know why, but! I really really... Have had a TERRIBLE mood swing, I have never had before. I don't remember having mood swings before. Except after YL rejected me, I completely change at that point of time, I HATE boys to the core. Any boys who gets near me, I'll glare at them. I don't know what has gotten into me lately. But definitely not my BSG's fault. *laughs*
N I'm so fed-up with xxx that I wanna slap xxx's face just now! Got me damn fed-up. I was there explaining n telling xxx what to do n xxx completely ignore my comments! N still have the face to say, " I accept comments by you all" AS IF. All what xxx said was like SHIT to me only. I M NOT TRYING TO BE BAD. But, my friends know its the TRUTH. FED-UP. N my friend saw how dark my face was n was there to sms me, calming me down. thanks friend, think you know who the xxx is ba, no need to specify so clearly de hor? *laughs*
N, really, I'm dying soon, I just received my FSP Assignment. N I just think I might not make it. N, it's like, I'm only in year 1 n I think i'm gonna die because of this, then what about when I'm year 3? Think I don't even think I can survive already. M I right? *sigh*
N for that China study trip, all my friends were there chatting they can go except for me. I was so sad. T.T Cause I know, daddy might not allow me to go because of financial matters. But still, seeing them discussing happily n me at there feeling so lonely. Like so invisible.. *tears*
BSG: At that point of time, I really wanna see you, n look for your face. Only you can calm me down. I feel at ease looking at you. But you were nowhere to be found. BSG~~! I Miss You so much!! *boohoo!*
A day that passes,
Means a day nearer in meeting u.