i'm sho being loved!!

[+_-MiSS-inG Him... LOads-_+]
**I WON'T let this Memory FaDe AWAY.**
*tears*
did i realise i was so wrong? God did really love me!!! He loved me all along n is still loving me!! *tears* I was so so so SLOW!! I only blame him for nt giving wat i wanted, bt i nv gt to turn bac n realise the things he did for me.
I went to look at my archives. n this really brought tears to my eyes. i realise GOD really loved me! I everyday wish BSG will b in NP. N he really did!! N yet when i c him in NP n I couldn't do anyth i jux blame him. *guilty* he carries me thru hard times, n get them done the very best for me!! I'm sho sorry GOD!! I know u love me!!
another example is tt, God actually let me c BSG more than I can expect. God actually loved me by lessening my missing of BSG by letting him appear!!
I went to look at my older posts!! BSG is an important person, God let him be. I should be contented. I LOVE U, God!!! ^^
BSG: I'm blessed!! I LOVE God. U love him too?
A day that passes,
Means a day nearer in meeting u.