My day at Woodlands Lib

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Here to blog, to tell u guys abt wat happen ytd in the library.
Here goes,
I met my fren on the bus. So we went to Woodlands together. Haha! Okok... The first thing we reached there, we had our lunch. After tt shop ard. Then went lib. She needa finish her book so I sat there nothing to do. So I found a book n read, to accompany her. Um, the book not bad la, quite funny. Finished it ytd nite. Haha!
Then when she haven't finish her yet, I was resting my eyes. When I look out of the window n saw 2 guys la... Thot they not bad-looking from their back view. So my gaze followed them. When they turn ard......... Oh My God! They r not bad looking indeed, BUT! they 're my classmates lor. WTH! Then I began to wonder, "Argh, wanna puke man... Wonder if my eyes r totally fine anot. Phew! It's 'em lor. Eek!" Haha!
After tt, I went to borrowed 3 books then went home. Hmmm...
message to ER JIE: it's the posting for poly. I'm so nervous. N the upcoming camp. Urgh! Hate camps! Especially with ppl I didn't know lor. How!?
A day that passes
Means a day nearer in meeting u.

Lost touch with the comp

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Haha! Finally, after 2 days of rest(as if!), I mean 2 days of finally nt updating my blog. Haha! Cuz 2 days I was not able to touch the comp. But, I'm not bored la. I'm nv bored. Don't ask me why. Cuz it's the same as, "Why r u all always bored?!". Yea... U all also couldn't find any reason why u all r bored, rite? Haha!
Um, these 2 days, where had I been? Bishan on Friday? N stayed hme all day on saturday. Yup. Haha!
I jux bought a VCD: Love Story in Harvard, Finally. Aimed for it since last december. On the 24 Feb' 06, finally, I bought it! Haha! A sense of self-acomplishment. :) Self-satisfied. Yea. Feeling really great these few days. Except the day I always dreaded-Confirmation of Posting to Poly. Yea. Dreaded it alot! Argh! I prayed alot la, bt, haha! Hopefully, 'Pharmacy" At NP. Yea. NP! Muz be at NP. Hopefully la... -_-
Msg to Er Jie: No la, still quite quiet de. U too long nv tag me liao. Thot u forgot all abt it. Haha! Yea, I'll try to live my life to the fullest. ^_^ Um, I'm very scared abt the posting thingy! Argh! X(
BSG; I continue to miss u... Waiting n still waiting!
God is there
To protect me

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Was trying to switch on the comp. Tried 4 times, kept hanging. Guess this poor comp r gonna die soon. Haha! Nvm... Finally, it responded. Haha! Then I can come in here to update. Haha! Yea...
Actually nth much to say. Haha! My friend ask if I wanna go KBox. Haha! I wanted to, bt I needa save money first. As the day of confirmation is near... I'm so afraid. 3rd March. Argh! Scared leh! Hopefully is Pharmacy, if nt oth science also can. Bt I jux wanna go NP lor. Hopefully nt tt stupid SP. Eww...
BSG: I m bored. I was lonely.
Nth much to say...
Gtg. Bubye...
Wishing u'll appear, soon enough
God is there
To protect me

I saw a small boy boy...

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Jux nw in the morning, I went to Bangkit to have my breakfast. Then, went shopping awhile la. Hmmm... Bought a pair of slippers n a blouse. After tt, took 920 hme. Before we reach hme, mum said she wanted to go Fajar Shopping Centre. Ok, went with her.
Then was in the market, mum was choosing vegetables, then I step back, then suddenly I stepped on smth behind me, then I turn ard, my hand jux hit on tt smth. Haha! I hit twice on a small boy boy leh, then I felt very guilty, so I said repeatedly, "sorry sorry sorry" guess he doesn't undrstnd. He jux move to his mother n grabbed her short. N kept STARING at me. Urgh! I said I was sorry alrd. Scared me leh, keep staring n tugging his mummy's short, then his mum turn to look at me, n asked him, "wat happen?". I thot she was gonna scold me leh, scared sia... Haha!
Then I told my mum abt tt, she jux laugh it off. Humph! I was so scared lor, e gaze he gave me, wah cold sweat. Haha!
Anyway, after tt, I jux went hme lor...
To Cheryl: Yes I used, LMAO. Haha! U teach me de. Haha!
Gtg, take care!
Bub-bye~!
God is there
To protect me

Oh God! Jac's out!

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Here to blog. Haha! So late liao, 12:07am. Haha! Jux finish watching StarIdol Results. Haiz... Jacqueline's out lor! I like her very much leh. She out! WTH!. She act very good wat. Guess she doesn't have enough audiences ba. Humph! Albert also. Yikes! N when left her n Leo. I know it! She'll definitely out de. Same for Albert lor. Also left him n Leo! So coincidental! Argh! Blehx! :(
Nw, let me talk abt my day ba. Went for interview. Bt e first question they ask is, "R u a student?" Of cuz I said yes. Then they say they don't employ students. Hmmm... Hell... Students can't work meh? Can't meh?! I can ok?! Went all the way to Depot Road. Didn't even finish the application form, then was quickly send to the door alrd. Hmmm... Nvm!
Went to the Depot Height Shopping Centre. Haha! Went to the NTUC to enjoy free air-con. Haha! Cuz, it was way too hot liao.! Hehe! Cool man... Haha! Then reached hme was on the phone with Liz... Haha! Was talking abt e movie 'I Not Stupid 2'. The part whr Jack Neo n Shawn Lee was having dinner. Talking abt, 'Cool man', 'lame chops', 'So lame', 'Wateva'... So on... Yea, then was laughing all the way. Haha! N tt part, whr Huang Yi Liang says he loves his son, Joshua. LMAO! Haha! If my dad or mum suddenly say things like tt to me, I too, will jump lor. Haha! So damn sudden, its nt like they always says they love me... Rite? They don't say it out, BUT I can feel it, jux the way they sacrifice, its damn enough for me to respect my Dada n Mama alrd. Haha! Loves them all lor. Know tt they loves me too. Hehe! Even if they doesn't show it. Hehe! :")
BSG: I very happy today orh... N tired. Haha! Still waiting...
Got to go...
Take Care!
Bub-bye~
I continue to pray. for u, my love.
God is there
To protect me

My day in KBox (Clementi)

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Haha! Today, went KBox. Hmmm... Took 184. Loads of NP students. It was kinda crowded. Den when NP bus-stop reached, all the students alighted, den e bus seemed so empty. Haha! After tt, gt this uncle sat behind me, suddenly sneezed, scared me to death sia. Haha! Kinda jumped out of the chair. Haiz...
When I finally met up wif my frenz, Elaine says she wanna hav breakfast, so we watched her eat. Den reach KBox. Ok, at 1st I don't dare to sing. Keep on laughing n laughing non-stop, my fren had to use e mic to hit my head, nw... tt really stopped me from all tt laughing. Hahaha! Den I was thinking, "wah, 5hrs in it? Will b bored to death de la". Bt who knows, Haha! When I c e watch again, 2 hrs passed. Haha! So damn fast, started to sing louder. Haha! Den we was lik standin on e sofa jumping ard, like mad ppl. Haha! Too excited alrd. So, when I was singing tt "lao shu ai da i" my fren say, I can sing baby's song, cuz they think my voice sound lik baby to them. Hmmm... Haha! Nvm...
Den my last song was, B.A.D.'s "Ban Ge Hai Yang" So nice! Haha! Den we left.
Took 184 hm. Den reach hme liao... Haha! Very fun lor... Haha!
I'm so happy today, BSG! Haha! :)
Gtg, take care. Bubye...
God is there
To protect me

Gym, IMM, home.

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Today, me feeling better. Haha... Um, had gone to the gym. Workout, n everything, felt relieved. Not exhausted. Haha! Nice having a sweat out session. Haha! After we bathe, we headed to IMM. Had lunch, waited for my sis to arrive, meet up with her. Went daiso. Roam ard in it for a very long time. Haha! I bought, a small hellokitty cosmetic pouch, a small hellokitty book for neocard, as well as a notice board(wooden). Yea...
After paying up, went off. Took 176, then 920. Home we go. Haha! Reached home, rest awhile, then go downstairs have dinner. Den watched campus superstar the last 2 guys perform. Missed the front part, totally. Haha! Gonna watch the re-telecast, mayb tmr morning. Haha. If I have the time ba... Cuz going KBox tmr... Haha! Nv went there before. I know I very mountain tortoise(shua gu in Hokkien). Haha! Too bad! So tmr going. Excited! Haha!
BSG: I feel so much better now, still waiting... -_-
C u all tmr! Bub-bye~ ^_^
God is there
To protect me

If u were here...

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Hello, kinda down today.
All I kept thinking was, I'm not contented. Nth seemed to content me. It's jux like, if I get an Inch, I'll try to get more the next time round. Sometimes, I began to wonder if I'm really a good person? Or izit the same for every1? I don't steal, I don't kill. But does tt really mean I'm a good person? I often get wat I want, but I'm not contented. I jux don't know why. Something jux seem to be missing in my life, makes me feel terrible. Does every1 jux feels the same? Does every1 jux feels tt there'll always be something missing in their life? Does it!? I don't know!
Went nowhr today, again. Ate too much, felt so bloated now. Feel like vomiting everyth out. This is not Bulimia. I jux feel bloated, N the truth is, I've ate really alot. Argh!
Guess I'm jux lonely. Trying hard to gain attention. Makes me feel sad. Abandon. Hate myself.
U were nv there, bsg, u does nt feel the pain n destress I'm suffering now. I guess.
U were missing.
God is there
To protect me

Don't tink I needa apologize ba.

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Hello. Every1.
Today, went nowhr, except staying at hme... doing nth... Haiz... yea, include eating junk food. Haha. Cuz I couldn't touch e comp. Can't do anyth. Nw kept stuffing th into my mouth, gonna become fatter liao. OMG! Haiz... kinda hate myself for eating all of tt. I kept doing tt if I gt nth to do. So, u guys, nw u noe y I dont get bored so easily ba? I kept stuffing junks into my mouth, tt's y. Haiz... Hate it. Bt couldn't help it thou... *sobs* :(
Anoth th, jux nw, my mum asked me accompany her go dwnstrs to buy newspaper as its 10 smth in e nite. So I asked Lynn along. Hw I noe, we ended up fighting. Haiz... nt a good day for me ba. 1st, eat junks, nw, tt fighting. I jux dunno y she jux ignored me completely. Mayb becuz I didn't hear her talk to me in 7-11 ba, then I went off. Then she angrily walked off, without telling us. Haiz... Then when we reached hme, I took the initiative to apologize lor... yet she ignores me, completely. WTH! I don't tink I did anyth wrong, yet I gave in, I apologize, wat more does she wants?! Huh!? Kow to her ar? My God! Haiz...
BSG: Do u tink I did the right th? Apologize? I doubt it.
Guess I gtg... Still hav to let Lynn use e comp, hope everyth is alrite ba...
Keep praying...
God is there
To protect me

Hello... Y do u treat me lik this?

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Guess i'm kind of stupid. I jux don't know y. I was asking a person a question. He say he is busy. Ok, so I decided, mayb if I ask him nw, after he's nt so busy le then he can rply me lor. So I IM him la. Bt, hell, who knows, wat I always nv fail to get from his rply was, "Sorri gtg now. chat again next time". Yaya, if he's really tt busy, might as well nt come online ma. If u come online, ppl will thot u hav the time ma. Hw I know whenever I ask u smth, e rply I ALWAYS get was e same old line? Huh!?
Does he really detest me tt much? Does it really bother him very much to ans my simple question? Is my question too difficult or wat? Mayb he jux detest me. Tt's all. I know. Hmph. Nvm, guess I won't ask him anymore question. Me= Foolish. Felt like such a fool lor. Don't ever let me see him again. Whenever he's ard the gathering, I won't go. I mean it. I'll ask if he is going, then I won't go, stupid boy. Haiz...
BSG: Feeling really depressed. Hope to c u again, sooner...
Prayed for ur safety.
Love,
-Jia Xuan
God is there
To protect me

After the tuition

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see, came here again. I just don't know y. Whenever I uses the comp, n I got nth to do, I'll come in here. Update, if not, change my settings; template... watever. Haiz...
Find me irritating? Hmmm... No choice. Finsh reading Princess Diaries Book IV. Abt to buy the next Book V. Haha! Very nice, I mean the story. Sweet. Yup. Anyway, really hope tt I can get into 'Pharmacy'. Hopefully... -_- Hehe!
To BSG(as if u'll ever see this. haha.): Hope to see u again... Yea...
Guess u guys have to stand me for tt red statement. I jux hope tt, in watever way, he'll come across my blog. Be it from his friend's link, or anywhr. Jux hopefully. N know I'm refering to him, the 1 who went to the Fruit Farm last December who always wears Brown shirt outside some t-shirt. Yea. Hope he'll b able to see dis. Anyway, doubt it.
Gotta go,
Still keeping my hopes high...
Love,
-Jia Xuan
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To protect me nt from physical harm bt spiritual.
A prayer works wonder.

Later mayb accompany Lynn for tuition.

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I don't know y this few days, I kinda love Blogger alot. N I mean it. Love it in such a way tt, I kept wanting to come in here to update my blog. Weird. Haha! Guess smth's wrong up there in my mind. Hmmm....
Anyway, In the morning, my Mum suggest we (my mum, bro & I) go Teck Whye to have breakfast. Ok, so we went. U know wat? It's look like we had been cheated lor, a medium bowl of Bah-Kut-teh costs us 12bucks! Oh God! U shld have seen tt pathetic bowl. So damn small n tiny. For a 12bucks food, I mean. Ok, so my bro was there saying, "Wat! $12?! day-light robbery ar? Looks like we've became a stupid veggie.(if u understand hokkien u'll understand wat veggie I was talking abt. cai tou.)" Hahahaa! Really expensive lor.
Then, gt this man who also ordered the same thingy. Ok, so, when the food came, my bro exclaim, "Oh! Ok, I get y this cost us so much. Cost if we ate 1person/serving bah-kut-teh, u only get even a tinier bowl. Haha! I finally undrstnd y... WTH." N u shld c, even a smaller bowl tt man got. Haha! Small until don't know hw to describe. I, too, undrstnd y ours cost $12. Haha! Cuz if we order wat tt man orders, we'll get only 3 pieces of meat n some small slices of mushroom. Count our lucky. Yea...
After tt, my bro suggested we go Lot 1. Ok, when we reached, we roam ard. So quiet. No ppl de. So when I was at e basement, my bro was tellin me abt if I wanna upgrade my phone, might as well change plan, smth lik tt. So ok, I undrstnd, bt who will buy it for me? haha! Ok, so when I turn ard, Haha, I saw him, tt luffin-all-way guys, 3 of 'em, "Oh, so damn lucky, yuck. Wat I wish didn't come true, Wat I didn't wish jux came... Haiz... the 3 of 'em included my crush. Haiz... too bad, tt was lng time ago lor."
Guess I gotta run, for tuition I mean... Take care.
Bye...
Love,
-Jia Xuan

For you, I prayed.

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To protect me nt from physical harm bt spiritual.
A prayer works wonder.

Kyla's so cute!

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Today, actually wanna go out with my friend de. But in the end, I had to stay home. Tidy my room! Haiz... No choice, too messy liao. Haha! So stay lo.
Den my friend Ah-Shu, says,"Oh, u also will tidy ur room de huh?". WTH! Sarcastic lor! Blehx! :P. Of cuz I will! Says who tt I won't, huh!
Anyway, nvm. Haiz... was talking to 1 of my friend. Then she says she's turning 19 this coming b'day. Then ask me hw old m i. So I said jux turn 17. Then I told her, I gt 1 junior, when I finally pass my 17th birthday, then jux 4 days after, he turned 17! Arh! Hmph! No fair hor? I m older than him de, den only older than him 4 days. Haiz... No choice, Hehe!
Went for lunch, bring Kyla for a spin. She's so cute! When my sis n I act crying infront of her. She imitates, so damn real! Den we changed to clapping hands, she clapped also. Haha! The way she cry is lik, Haha. too real!
Anyway, when I came back, my friend suddenly tell me, "u cant c BSG. U hav no choice." Huh? Suddenly tell me dis? I waited for so lng, I prayed so hard, n she's telling me tt I'll nt c him again! Tt's nt e outcome I want. I jux wanna c him. I'm struggling. Struggling so hard, yet I can't c him. OMG!
Anyway, I tink I hav to cool down. Think properly. Haiz... Miss him too much. Guess he also won't noe.
Special msg for BSG: I pray too hard, jux to c u again. U undrstnd?
Gtg, take care!
Bub-bye~
Love,
Jia Xuan

I believe God will let me c him again.

God is there for my spirtitual being.
To protect me nt from physical harm bt spiritual.
A prayer works wonder.

Still, I couldn't escape...

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Hello, here to blog again.
Jux nw, after I logged off after updating, my brother came back asked me abt my JAE thingy. So I showed him e Verification Slip. "Oh, my Goodness. Hw come u entered Engineering course? Didn't I told u nt to choose tt? It's way too difficultfor gals lik u to stdy. Cuz u hav to wrk in e factory working on e big heavy machines." Ok, I thot, after deciding wat I wanna stdy, I can finally submit. N due to my carelessness, nw, I can't escape e fact tt I amended my JAE. N tt precious 1-time-amendment had been used up. Oh, so sad lor. Haiz... Changed all my ENGG courses to IT. Hopefully can get into 'Pharmacy'. Pray hard tt I can get into it. Cuz my fren told me tt ey only take in 40 student for it. Afriad I couldn't make it lor. So scared. Haha! Anyway, I went to my cousin's hse to amend. Haiz...
Shld hav asked my bro b4 submitting. Haiz... N nw I hav to pay for $17 alrd. Oohhh... No choice, I guess. Hehe!
Best Valentine's Day ever!
God made this special day for me. Haha! Thank You!
Special msg only for BSG, u r nt forgotten, if only u appear today, I'll b much more happier de. Haha! Still waiting for ur appearance. hehe! :")
God Loves Me.
God is there for my spirtitual being.
To protect me nt from physical harm bt spiritual.
A prayer works wonder.

Best Valentine's Day, ever!?

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Haha! Hahaha!
Anyway, today, it's a best Valentine's Day i've ever come across. Haha! Nt tt i've found my boyfriend or wat, it's jux, haha, nice.
Cuz, my fren ask me to accompany her to go MOE to register for e JAE thingy. So I went, thinkin tt today gt no programs, might as well accompnany her. Haha!
When we reach dere, we realised tt, it's nt e JAE pin prob, it's her who c wrongly e pin, n type e wrong pin, haha, obviously cant get into e registration. Haha! Anyway, we gt up n allow oth ppl to use e comp to register, when I turn ard, dere's dis grp of stupid guys( which I thot was stupid myself la) all turn n face me n my friend, then started laughing all e way. Ok, i thot to myself,"stupid boys, WTH. Luff luff luff". Den went outside to sit dwn. Aye, den saw this very familiar-looking guy turning back to glance at me awhile, I thot,"so familiar. did i c him anywhr b4? really familiar" Hmmm? "Oh! It's e guy at e SP! Haha! Saw him at e fair, I mean he's very cute lor. Haha! Abit tan, den I totally 4gt abt it. Haha! Hw i noe i'll c him today at e MOE. Ha ha ha!". Den after tt, dere's dis luffing-all-way guys, as I've mentioned jux nw. Started luffing again when ey came out. "Oh God! Wat e hell, wat r ey luffing at. Huh!?" Den I saw dis wearing white color shirt boy, "arh! It's him lor, my sis's fren's brother. Haha! Okok, I used to hav a small crush on him la. Den, he was dere to register also? hehe." Anyway, we left after double-checking.
Went to board e MRT, den saw tt luffing-guys again. Haha! Den my was lik, "spinning ard e tan-guy lor. I nv expected to c him again de leh. So i completely 4gt all abt it. Hmm... y let me c him if I noe I wont c him again next time? Y izit always lik tt, let me c him e 2nd time, den no more. e feeling is lik, so damn terrible lor. Haiz..." Anyway, tt luffing guys also alight at Woodlands. Haha. So coincidental! Hahahahaha!
So, it's a Best Valentine's Day everrrr! Woo hoo!
Miss Him! I mean BSG. Haha! Let me giv him a name: BSG=Brown Shirt Guy. Haha!
God is there for my spirtitual being.
To protect me nt from physical harm bt spiritual.
A prayer works wonder.

NYP, I went.

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Here to blog again. Thot I wont b able to blog today, cuz when I jux reached hme, showered, haven't even sign in, my bro came back. Haha! So, I went to watch TV. Telecasting Desperate Houswives. Haha! Anyway, today, I went NYP. Listened to e Leacturer talking to us on e course abt Food Science. Nt bad, quite interesting. Haha. N a Lecturer introduced to us abt e course, Electronics, Computer n Communications Engineering. Haha! Erm... nt bad too. Haha! I gt put it dwn as 1 of my choice. Den after some brainstorming(!?), with my frenz. Den finally decided on wat course to stdy. Hehe! Den, went to register. Hmmm... Finally, a big load disappeared from my shoulder. Hmmm... ytd nite, feel lik breaking down. In fact, I cried, in e bathroom. Cuz I'm really lost. I dunno wat to choose. Haiz... Bt nw, hmmm... feeling better. Haha! Mayb it's true tt 'time proves everyth" as time pass, wat God has decided for u will soon come in order n we'll soon c e picture. Haha!
After tt, we went causeway, had Lunch den walk ard, Xin Ying went to buy e PS2 controller. Then headed hme, nt for me... I went to My eldest Sis's apartment. Played with Kyla. haha! N gt to noe tt Kyla went on some Magazines topic on "Children learning sign language, if they haven't start speaking" Haha! Gt quite a few pics of her in e mags. Haha! So cute!
Tired...
Miss Him... Wishes him a Happy Valentine's Day! :)

Hope u'll appear soon... enough... -_-

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To protect me nt from physical harm bt spiritual.
A prayer works wonder.

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Today, went nowhr. Stayed hme all day. Haiz... My eldest Sis n bro-in-law came for lunch wif Kyla. Haha! Den during lunch I was sitted beside my youngest Sis, den u noe wat? She was eating prawns, Ok, den she squeezed so hard, till e juice splashes all onto my hair, n arms! Argh! Disgustin! Ewww...
Arh, Wateva la. Den I had to try to finish my lunch with e prawn juice all over. Unbearable. Haha!
Anyway, hopefully wat I get from NYP is different from tt Sp's Lecturer Attitude. Hopefully. Hee...
Gtg, take Care!
Love,
Jia Xuan

U were nv dere when I needed u.

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To protect me nt from physical harm bt spiritual.
A prayer works wonder.

My Day at NP n SP. BBQ.

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Ytd, went for my Fren, ManTing's, birthday BBQ at downtown East. Um, nt bad. Bt quite bored cuz, nth much ba. Anyway, it's Ok.
In e morning, I went to NP to check out e course 'Pharmacy" e teacher who explain to me, look quite fierce, bt hey, she's a nice lady. She's quite patient. Den I gt so much hope tt SP's lecturer's also smth lik tt. Bt hey, tt's totally different, u'll get wat I mean later.
When we reach SP, we headed for e Life Science booth. Den gt this 2 students, hmmm... ask if I would lik 'em to get me a lecturer to talk more abt e course. I said Ok. Den when I didn't even had a chance to say anyth, e lecturer first asked, "Hw much did u get for ur O' Level?" I said "18". Den he replied," den u can consider RP, cuz our course cut-off-pt is 10 & below." Oh, WTH. I was shocked ,lor! Tr's lecturer despise me immediately jux becuz I gt a pathetic 18!? Huh!!! Does it makes him any beta to shoot me down lik tt?! Might as well go n die! Wat the Hell! I was lik, so hurt lor. Jux becuz I gt so high aggregate doesn't mean I muz b despise by him ba. :( Oh, wateva! If I really do get 10 n below, do I still consider tt stupid course in SP?! Might as well opt for a JC. Wat the Heck! He won't get anywhr beta. I believe. It doesn't make him anywhr beta. Jux watch it. If I ever get into tt course, I'll prove it to him, stupid Dog!
Anyway, tmr goin NYP, look at e course then mayb register. Hmmm... Haha! Who cares abt tt idiot anyway. Blehx :P
Haha!

N yes, I saw tt Cheng Xi from StarIdol. He was holdin a girl's hand. Woo~ Den he was walkin pasr me n my fren, den we was lik, "hey wasn't tt person really familiar? Tt's Cheng Xi!" Haha! Den he walked so fast tt it's lik ey r chasin after a train. haha!
God is with Me.
God is dere for my spiritual being. Protect me.
A prayer works wonder.

My Results! Haha!

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Haha hahaha!
I pass my English! I pass! I didn't noe I'll pass leh! So happy!
Anyway, haha. E first th I c for my results, even b4 my teacher gave it to me, I was lik peeking at e English grade. Ha ha! I pass. Althou is a mere pass. I'm alrd very contented. I've a whole full list of poly course for my to choose. Haha! Self-satisfaction. Haha!
I m so damn happy.
While I went up to my teacher, he was lik, holding out his hand, saying in a very firm way, "U owe my $50. Whr's my $50" Oh my God! Den I began to wonder, since when did I owe him any? ... Den he suddenly smile. WTH! It's a PRANK lor! Argh! Phew~
Haha!
Anyway, very very happy! Nw e prob is, I dunno which course to choose liao. Cuz I wanna stdy sciences. Bt all my frenz wanna stdy Business. Sad... Haiz... Nvm, if I wanna do it, might as well go for it. Haha! Easier said than done. Anyway, prayer does works. God is with me! All e Time!
Hahahahahahaha!
Muackz! So happy! Gtg...
Take Care!
Love,
Jia Xuan
God is With me all e time. Haha!
A prayer works wonder.

Too tense to tink

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Hello! Haha!
Nw, in a very tense mood. In hw many hrs? i'll b getting my results. Haha! N i'm in e extreme. Very very tense. Ooohhh....
This shall b my last entry b4 my doom. Haha! Actually nt tt serious. Jux trying to lighten my mood. Haha! Everything shld b able to run well. Today, woke up at 0819. Haiz... Keep waking up every 1 hr last nite. Haiz... Sleepless nite. N also, today was awoken by my mum in 0800. Oh God! Nw very tired leh, my eyes. -_- Haiz...

M i over-reacting? ha!

tense...

Take Care!

Love,

Jia Xuan

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In Less Than 1 Day...

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Haha! I don't noe if I shld luff or cry nw. In less than 24 hrs, i'll b gettin IT. Yes, it. Oh God! Time really fly fast. 5 yrs of precious secondary school life jux passed. Sat for N' Level. Nw, O' Level. It's really hard to believe tt, my teenage yrs jux flew away in e stressful environment. Argh!
Althou it shld b a happy n wonderful experience, I jux MISS it. N all this shall go dwn in History frm 2.30pm. tmr. I'll declare myself out of my sec. sch. life. I'm e new student in any poly. No lnger a sec. sch. student. I regret havin to tink tt, my sch is such an idiot sch previously. Bt nw, I really treasure it. Haha!
Tmr, b it good or bad e outcome may b. I noe God will b by my side to guide me thru every possible way. Hmmm... Jux let nature takes its course. Haha! Hopefully, a poly life. New life, new sch. Nt bad eh? No matter wat I'm doin nw, will nv change my grades or results outcome. This shall b it. If I wrk harder all these while b4 my exams, mayb i'll do beta, who noes. Haha!
Wait for my news tmr. I'll post it here. If I can.
Wish me Luck!
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Take Care!
Love,
-Jia Xuan
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Stayed hme all Day.

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Today, nth to do. Stay hme, chatted wif 1 of my fren. Haha! We're both saying, "Wha, so boring.", "wat u doing nw?", stuffs lik tt. Haha! Really bored. We repeated like don't noe hw many times. Keep askin each oth, e same old ques. Haha!
It's no doubt we're bored. Cuz we're too anxious, too nevous to find smth to do. Argh! 2 more days... Eng. ;(
Pray Hard. -_-
Wat to do? Like, left 2 days only, still at hme slack, like hell. Haha!
Looks like, times flying. N we're dere doing nth....
Wasting our days n times.
Wasting our teenage years.
When I look back,
"Oh well. Wat had I actually done to achieve anyth?"
Haiz...
Gtg,
Take Care!
Love,
-Jia Xuan

Life's Precious, don't waste it...

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U are part of me no more...

Gettin sleepless nites

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Oh God! I don't noe wat to do next.
Oh yea, Hello every1!
As i'm gettin my O's result dis coming Fri, 10 Feb. I'm so nervous, I couldn't get to sleep. I woke up at abt 5a.m. Then hav to wait till my Dad, Bro n sis left for, Work, Army, School respectively> Den can I climb out of my Bed. Cuz I don't want 'em to worry abt me. Later every1 would ques me this n tt. I jux don't want. I noe 'ey meant well, bt it's nt very good la... I'm jux so lost, I don't noe my sense of direction in Life rite nw. I wanted to stdy 'Pharmacy' Bt wat abt e oth 11 choices? I couldn't leave 'em as b;ank, can I? Later 'Pharmacy' doesn't wants me, then I hav no where else to go. Haha!
Well well, I dunno wat to say, poly isn't tt easy to stdy either. If we fail, it's lik, "Oh My God!" U hav to retake e mouldues( don't noe if it's spelt correctly). Haiz... Anyway, hopefully, I can get into it.
Hopefully, pass my English, at least get a D7, if it's a C6, it's better. haha! Wishful thinkin. My Eng so damn lousy de, still dare hope for so much? Blehx! :P Anyway, hmmm... Hope I can pass it n with e oth best 4 subj, I can get below 18. Den I'm safe. Haha! Well, nt actually safe, its better than e grade I get for my Prelims. Den I would hav a sense of self-achievement. Haha!
Jux wanna say, I wish all my frenz n ppl out dere getting O's Results,
All e Best n Good Luck!
Take Care!
Bub-bye~
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U are part of me no more...

My day at Bugis.

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Today, I overslept. Suppose to meet my fren at 11. N I only wake up at 11?! Ar?! Horrible me... -_-. Haha! Anyway, I told her nt to leave hme so early. I'll msg her when I'm ready. Haha! She agreed. Prepare at e fastest speed. Haha! Ok la, nt really fastest, bt faster la. Haha!
So met her 11.30. Haha! Phew! Luckily... Nt too late. Bt still later... Haha! I hav no choice. Haha! Bt after our lunch, we shop ard at BPP. Den, waitin for my oth fren. Oh, suppose to meet at 12 to 1 smth, she only arrive at 2.30pm. Huh? N we were stayin at e pet shop. Haha. Very cold, somemore rainin outside. Hmmm... E dogs r way too cute. N ey seem to b lik shivering, was it becuz of e air-con? No idea... Haha!
When we reach, its alrd very late liao. Sianz hor? haha! Anyway, hmm... nth la. My fren was lik too engross in e clothes leavin me n my frenz n sis outside roamin ourselves. Haha! Bought nth hm. Haiz...
Then took bus hme... Haiz... So boring n bo liao lor. Went dere, nth back? Was tt call shopping? Walking is more suitable lor. Haha!
Went hm for dinner n nw, here to update. Haha!
Guess I gtg nw. Take Care!
Bubye~
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U are part of me no more...

My Day @ e NP

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Today, tired. cuz went to NP's open hse. Loads of ppl. Haha! N when we reach, my fren was lik, alight at e wrong bus stop. Haha! Den hav to wait for her, awhile.
While we're waiting for her fren to finish classes, gt a person, which I tink was very cute-looking, n I was abt to tell my frenz, "hey, he's cute". N suddenly, e person stand rite behind me n said, "hello, excuse me. do u mind to donate for e building of NP building?" Startled me lor, n she's a gal... N WTH, I thot she was a boy. Ar! Embarrasing... Luckily I didn't hav a chance to speak up, if nt... my frenz r gonna luff at me non-stop. Oh, wateva. Haha! Jux lucky lor...
Dere's smth which I tink, it's nice abt NP open hse. N yes we've donated. Ar back to here, e open hse is fantastic, dere r shuttle bus tt bring us ard e whole campus, n every1 was really frenly. N very co-operative. Haha! N all speak very nicely. patient. N, hw to say? Perfectly nice? Haha! Yup. N also, haha, we toured ard e Film, sound n media school. Toured ard, went into e recordin studio, n e camera room, well, nice n fascinating. Haha! Really... N yes, nt bad e tour... Haha!
Then we went off after tourin ard e whole sch. Haha!
After tt, we went Bukit Timah Plaza, saw my sis bring Kyla attend sch. Haha. Nt sch actually, bt playschool. She was lik stunned. Y was I dere. Haha! Anyway, we went round lookin for tt stupid KFC, Haha. Hidden inside NTUC. WTH. Haha! Had lunch n proceed back hme. By e time I reach hme alrd, 6. Haha! N my dad jux came hme. Luckily he didn't scold me for being so late. Hmmm...
Anyway, me gtg. Take Care!
Bub-bye~
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U are part of me no more...

My day At NP.

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Hello... every1.
Me... tired ar... Haha! Went for e NP open hse. Haha! Decided to join e Course, Pharmacy (N73). Haha! Tink it's fun. 1st choice. So mayb, 2nd choice is e Business course, Tourism n Hotel Management. Haha! As for e 3rd ma... still tinkin. Althou dere's nt really enuff time alrd. Haha! Cuz results comin out soon. N Oh My God! So nervous! Argh! Help me....
Anyway, hope everyth will go ard smoothly... Hehe!
Gtg... bubye~!
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U are part of me no more...

My day At NP.

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Hello... every1.
Me... tired ar... Haha! Went for e NP open hse. Haha! Decided to join e Course, Pharmacy (N73). Haha! Tink it's fun. 1st choice. So mayb, 2nd choice is e Business course, Tourism n Hotel Management. Haha! As for e 3rd ma... still tinkin. Althou dere's nt really enuff time alrd. Haha! Cuz results comin out soon. N Oh My God! So nervous! Argh! Help me....
Anyway, hope everyth will go ard smoothly... Hehe!
Gtg... bubye~!
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Until a CUT appears. I had to let Go.
U are part of me no more...

I not Stupid 2 the movie...

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Today, went to Jurong Point... Watched e Movie : I not Stupid 2. Erm... Nt bad... Haha! Bt cried alot la. Nt e front part bt e near e finale part. Hmmm... N dere was this scenario whr e little boy, saying to his Dad, "I'm trying to use those money to buy ur 1 hr's time..." Oh God~ By tt time, my tears started to flow lik hell! Oh my God~ Haiz... I mean, trust such a small boy to say smth lik tt. Means, ey're sensitive... I noe tt was jux e scripts la... Bt hey, I mean, it's very touching, isn't it?
Anyway, I was lik cryin my eyes out... Haha! Swollen. Haha! Bt looks lik my fren beside me was cryin even louder... haha! Bt really touchin. N also, after tt, we went shopping. Haha...
After tt, went hme...
Anyway, gtg... bubye~
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U & Me = Inseparable.
Until a CUT appears. I had to let Go.
U are part of me no more...