Gettin sleepless nites

[+_-MiSS-inG Him... LOads-_+]
**I WON'T let this Memory FaDe AWAY. @ Least Not now!**
Oh God! I don't noe wat to do next.
Oh yea, Hello every1!
As i'm gettin my O's result dis coming Fri, 10 Feb. I'm so nervous, I couldn't get to sleep. I woke up at abt 5a.m. Then hav to wait till my Dad, Bro n sis left for, Work, Army, School respectively> Den can I climb out of my Bed. Cuz I don't want 'em to worry abt me. Later every1 would ques me this n tt. I jux don't want. I noe 'ey meant well, bt it's nt very good la... I'm jux so lost, I don't noe my sense of direction in Life rite nw. I wanted to stdy 'Pharmacy' Bt wat abt e oth 11 choices? I couldn't leave 'em as b;ank, can I? Later 'Pharmacy' doesn't wants me, then I hav no where else to go. Haha!
Well well, I dunno wat to say, poly isn't tt easy to stdy either. If we fail, it's lik, "Oh My God!" U hav to retake e mouldues( don't noe if it's spelt correctly). Haiz... Anyway, hopefully, I can get into it.
Hopefully, pass my English, at least get a D7, if it's a C6, it's better. haha! Wishful thinkin. My Eng so damn lousy de, still dare hope for so much? Blehx! :P Anyway, hmmm... Hope I can pass it n with e oth best 4 subj, I can get below 18. Den I'm safe. Haha! Well, nt actually safe, its better than e grade I get for my Prelims. Den I would hav a sense of self-achievement. Haha!
Jux wanna say, I wish all my frenz n ppl out dere getting O's Results,
All e Best n Good Luck!
Take Care!
Bub-bye~
[I'm e foot. U r e Blood.]
U & Me = Inseparable.
Until a CUT appears. I had to let Go.
U are part of me no more...