If u were here...

[+_-MiSS-inG Him... LOads-_+]
**I WON'T let this Memory FaDe AWAY.**
Hello, kinda down today.
All I kept thinking was, I'm not contented. Nth seemed to content me. It's jux like, if I get an Inch, I'll try to get more the next time round. Sometimes, I began to wonder if I'm really a good person? Or izit the same for every1? I don't steal, I don't kill. But does tt really mean I'm a good person? I often get wat I want, but I'm not contented. I jux don't know why. Something jux seem to be missing in my life, makes me feel terrible. Does every1 jux feels the same? Does every1 jux feels tt there'll always be something missing in their life? Does it!? I don't know!
Went nowhr today, again. Ate too much, felt so bloated now. Feel like vomiting everyth out. This is not Bulimia. I jux feel bloated, N the truth is, I've ate really alot. Argh!
Guess I'm jux lonely. Trying hard to gain attention. Makes me feel sad. Abandon. Hate myself.
U were nv there, bsg, u does nt feel the pain n destress I'm suffering now. I guess.
U were missing.
God is there
To protect me