Special Thanks! ♥

Special Thanks to,
(importance is not in order)
Wong Shu Ting
Choo Mei Xia
Elaine Chan
Hafizah
Nicole Seet
Ng Yin Elizabeth
Khoo Rui Xing
Khoo Wan Ting
Seika Fujihara
Lai Zhen Wei (wei wei!)
Joanne Fu (My Kiwi)
Joanne Fu's Boyfriend (i don't know his real name.)
Joanna Soh (huai ren!)
See Weng Chen
Sandy See (my super nice supervisor!)
Cecelia Chai
Lok Wan Er
Sabrina Lee
Darling JL
Chang JueYing
Ang Yi Xiang
Debbie Liew
Carmen Wong
Li Huan Min (mlx)
Lee JiaXin
Tan Jia Na
Cheryl Hong
Lit Jun Hao
Joanna Ho ( Da Jie)
Yvonne Ho (Er Jie)
Isabel Wong
Darren Lau Tze Hao
Yu Chuang
Nellie Tan
Russell Sim
Ivy Tan
Chiang Ling Yi
Winnie Chew
Chun Hao
Kimberly
Xian Hui

All of your wishes gets me all heart-warming.
I don't think I've missed out anyone, did I?

♥

last day of my teen days

should I be happy or sad?
I'm turning 20 soon, yeah, real soon~

I've got so much to blog about!
HA-HA!

Firstly, HuanMin is back from Hokkaido, I know I've said that before already.
But look at what she got for Lin and Me? (I am truly touched, she really bought us chocolat blanc et langue de chat!!)
*screamssss*




Super yummy!
and she bought us this much!



I love the Hello Kitty Purple mobile strap, sweet!
(:

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Had Christmas Party at NBC!



So happy, got so many presents!
(:

I love presents with ribbons, saw that red one with white ribbons? Sweet uh? HA!!

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Went New York New York with Shu, Xin and MeiXia for my birthday celebration.
I was so shocked when the people there brought the cake out and sang a birthday song for me. So shocked I almost cried.
I bet my jaw almost dislocated from my face!
It wasn't planned, that's why its super shocking.
Even my friends are shocked, I guess our faces have the same funny expressions. Haha!


♥

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Went MOF with Eliz, Xing, Ting, Nic and Fiz for my birthday celebration yesterday.
Another nice one!
This year I asked for a stalk of rose and a piece of chocolate cake. They bought me a whole bouquet. (SWEEEEEEETTT!!)



Went cam-whoring at Esplanade Roof Terrace.
FUN! so fun! Ha!

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I had my third birthday cake at NBC.
Strawberry shortcake!
woohoo...



I got so many presents today.

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Seika Made this for me!
TOUCHED TOUCHED!

So nice of you Seika Fujihara!
Thanks for the message, thanks wei wei for your message. (:
(:

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Special Thanks to,
(importance is not in order)
Wong Shu Ting
Choo Mei Xia
Elaine Chan
Hafizah
Nicole Seet
Ng Yin Elizabeth
Khoo Rui Xing
Khoo Wan Ting
Seika Fujihara
Lai Zhen Wei (wei wei!)
Joanne Fu (My Kiwi)
Joanne Fu's Boyfriend (i don't know his real name.)
Joanna Soh (huai ren!)
See Weng Chen
Sandy See (my super nice supervisor!)
Cecelia Chai
Lok Wan Er
Sabrina Lee
Darling JL. ( although we had a small fight today, sorry.)
Chang JueYing
Ang Yi Xiang
Debbie Liew
Carmen Wong

and the list shall go on... will add on more tomorrow if the wishes comes in. (:

Well.. I'm still 19 please!

MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D

TAG REPLIES (:

1 dec 08> Fiza: nvm, I got the photos now. THANKS! the files were huge! HA!
3 dec 08> Lijie: YAY! (:
7 dec 08> Seika: Yups, I'm still waiting for that nice something.. HA!
15 & 16 dec 08> Xiang: HAHA. hello! Mr Pe Li is nicole call you de la!
15 dec 08> Xing: HA. went thr straight after receive your SMS. but all the things left very little only *sad*
16 dec 08> [lin]: HAHA! random~

missing, who?

I guess I'm just paranoid.
I know I'm bad trying to read your blog while still trying open my mouth to say, "i am trying to walk away."
Just equivalent to, I am pinching my arm and say, "I'm not in pain, at all."

But still.. I couldn't help it.
Kill me please.
Or u just go kill yourself please.

I can forsee myself being Busy all they way till SUNDAY. -__-"
Monday to Friday (needless to say, Attachment lah!)
Saturday & Sunday (NBC)
Sorry I couldn't attend the engagement party on Saturday. (tsktsk) I feel like a bad friend. *sigh*

Deb is in TW now.
I miss Deb lah, nobody to lunch with me, nobody to crap through those long working hours..
Luckily I still got Wei Wei to accompany me. (:
OK, super random, I know.

Ok, here's another random one.
HUANMIN!
She back from Hokkaido~
Bought me my BAI SE LIAN REN choco.
(but hse say its not nice. it's nice what. -.-)

oh by the way, Happy Birthday Junior Ang~!

amazing

I can no longer deny the fact that Mr An is indeed a good guy.

(like how?)

Because somebody did some experiment, and proof to me that he is a GOOD GUY.

GOOD as in?
Patient, Friendly, Nice, Helpful.. etc.

That's my verdict,
He looked incredulously cold.
Surprisingly shy?
Urgh, the 2 characteristics is on the extreme.

But, seriously, I am so not into him.
*sigh* if you'll ever believe. It's true.

at the junction- dilemma

not funny, anymore.

It's time for me to sit down and think.
Where do I wanna go?
Where do I have to head towards?

Should I just stay put, or just leave this place?
If I leave, what is left of me? Who will I leave behind?
Who is there to remember me, praise, tarnish, put me down?

Will all the love left for me able to overcome all those unhappiness that has collate in my heart all these years?
Love for me, is nothing but sweet talks.
Tell me, who actually care?
All these sweet talks is only able to boost up my ego, no more.

Who will be there to listen?
Cause everytime I said something all the replies are shallow.
"everything will be fine.", "u will pass these phase very fast."
BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS NOT GOING TO BE FINE!
NONE OF YOU UNDERSTANDS!

why didn't I get any response like, "tell me, I'm here to listen"??
not even my closest sis, so I don't have high hopes on that.

P/s. Talk is cheap.

shattered

For once, I really want to let go.
For once, I almost succeed.
But something happened, everything changed.

Tell me why?

I promise I will let go.
But I stepped in once away, drawn by you.
And I know I failed, again, terribly.

I promise to delete you from my friend list.
And it's gonna hurt, a lot.
Good Bye, A.
a final Goodbye.