I feel very out of place!

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I'm so damn sad, I was pin-pointed to screwed up my attachment's data.
That Friday night, I really didn't want to go home alone.
I'm afraid if I see my parents I'll cry again and they'll be so worried.

Instead I cried myself on my way back to the MRT station as well as train.

Ok now when I think back tears formed in my eyes again.

This is the reason I wish so much to be in school when something happens I know my friends would be there. I can cry in front of them and not afraid that they'll laugh at me.
That's how vulnerable I was.

I hate to be in an environment with people who doesn't like me. What for?