need a break from my weekly routine. seriously.

hey all.
I guess something that bothers me quite long ago I just couldn't tell what was it. But I just found out today. (is that a good news though?)

I really need a break from my weekly routine. (study, work, staying at home)
I really need a shopping trip!!! (:
I'm not trying to be a spoilt brat here, but I am so stressed up and everything just doesn't seem right. I can't possibly wish for going on a great escape can I? so all I want is to shop!

I'm getting kind of desperate for shopping, seriously. I need a pair of shoes, clothes and some other totally-no-use stuffs u all may say (like Hello Kitty?. AH_HAHAHA)

OK, shopping is not the remedy. But I just don't know what to do. I'm really lagging behind in school, and I have no one to seek for help. Not like I use to have my T04 classmates? (No wonder I miss them so much!). My fear is to have to flunk all my papers, this is the worst nightmare I'll ever have!

I don't know who to approach and that Balaji just dislikes me. ):
I don't know what happen but I kept getting scolded by teachers this semester.
Is it wrong to ask teachers for help? (if not, how come I just get scolded by asking them questions?)

Was working whole day on saturday. work's fine. but I just wish pay out will be asap. I'm wasting money faster than I'm earning them, please! I still owe bro a meal to the steakhouse. cuz he treated me last time. it's my turn now!

GOD, please send me someone to help with my school work! I need someone I can ask for help, friendly and approachable. PLEASE!!!

P/s. xoxo, gossip girl