hello.
had a short day in school today. but since class started late so it doesn't make any difference.
had been feeling really bad today. i don't know what happen but the moment I reach home I climb into bed and cry. cried for half an hour, eyes swollen and went for shower.
luckily no one was home, if not I have to answers lotsa questions.
but somehow Lynn knew I cried. cuz when she finished her training she called to say, "Don't be sad..."
((:
happy to have such a good sister, ya? hahaha.
today I've sinned so much, because I hated everybody. everybody who stepped on me, n u may not know it. I'm sorry though. Hating is sinning. urgh.
I shall begin to love them tomorrow. ((:
P/s. I love lynn.
True love exists only when a couple believes that they are on a running track with no finishing line.
*~*till the end*~*
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Monday, July 30, 2007
harry potter and the order of pheonix
yay.
went to watch harry potter with Lynn, like finally. cuz of the projects that finished, I finally can watch. ((: but this time, we doesn't have the theatre to ourselves this time.
although the story is a bit not up to the previous series, but the effects and sound is nice. that's what the movie experience count right? having a superb visual effects and sound effects. ((:
anyway, class ended at 1. cuz IB was cancelled. haha. so went home early.
not much. tmr class start at 2pm. cya.
byebye.
True love exists only when a couple believes that they are on a running track with no finishing line.
*~*till the end*~*
went to watch harry potter with Lynn, like finally. cuz of the projects that finished, I finally can watch. ((: but this time, we doesn't have the theatre to ourselves this time.
although the story is a bit not up to the previous series, but the effects and sound is nice. that's what the movie experience count right? having a superb visual effects and sound effects. ((:
anyway, class ended at 1. cuz IB was cancelled. haha. so went home early.
not much. tmr class start at 2pm. cya.
byebye.
True love exists only when a couple believes that they are on a running track with no finishing line.
*~*till the end*~*
Saturday, July 28, 2007
lazing while doing ebf
am doing my ebf halfway, but i'm totally off from that module already. no mood to think. on-ed my comp for past 2 hours and i just wrote 1 point for Q2. goodness! *sigh*
anyway, I guess i'm missing everybody too much. haha. I kept having sleepless nights. yesterday, was lying on bed for 1 hour plus and couldn't get to sleep. hmmm... 2am still eyes wide open. then suddenly jerk up and saw that it's only 4am. went toilet and went back to sleep. woke again 4 hours l8r.
super no mood. haha.
then bro ask, "why u look so tired. no need to work still tired."
me, "cannot sleep ytd leh."
bro, "why? think of boys ar."
wth.
all he can think is I'm thinking only boys... *grrr*
as if I'm boy-crazy. -___-|||
even if i think, it is only 1 boy. not so many ok? haha.
*sigh*
ok la, got to go back to ebf now. cya peeps.
miss u all. ((:

True love exists only when a couple believes that they are on a running track with no finishing line.
*~*till the end*~*
anyway, I guess i'm missing everybody too much. haha. I kept having sleepless nights. yesterday, was lying on bed for 1 hour plus and couldn't get to sleep. hmmm... 2am still eyes wide open. then suddenly jerk up and saw that it's only 4am. went toilet and went back to sleep. woke again 4 hours l8r.
super no mood. haha.
then bro ask, "why u look so tired. no need to work still tired."
me, "cannot sleep ytd leh."
bro, "why? think of boys ar."
wth.
all he can think is I'm thinking only boys... *grrr*
as if I'm boy-crazy. -___-|||
even if i think, it is only 1 boy. not so many ok? haha.
*sigh*
ok la, got to go back to ebf now. cya peeps.
miss u all. ((:

True love exists only when a couple believes that they are on a running track with no finishing line.
*~*till the end*~*
Friday, July 27, 2007
vainity helps?
hello hello! ((:
not really in the best mood but i'm still feeling OK. suddenly this sentence came to mind, "Having a pretty face in this society gets u somewhere to be a 'VASE' "
this came about, I think is because, today went ACM for IS. then watched this film called, "The darker side of fair." A film featuring, Indian girls 'being fair in complexion gets u far.' Oh GOD and this is CRAP! Like waTHEll?!
U mean, fair means prettier? (OK, this maybe be accpetable). Fair, the only way that u can get married. ( crap). Fair means u can get a job easily. Fair means u are from a wealthy family. Fair means, everything (Holy crap).
Ok I shall stop all the crap here and there. LOL. BUTBUTBUT, it is just ridiculous la. It's always the same, when u are dark u try all means to be fair. when u are fair or white u do the vice versa. Might as well swop la.
If u are dark, there no way u can be white like the ang mohs. and being white doesn't mean everything.
But its not being fair to the darker people. they cannot change genes, but why are people outcasting them? *sigh* strange, n unbelievable.
So vainity comes in, people go for bleaching of skins, wearing loads of make up, whitening creams... but being overly vain is a bad idea. *laughs*
OK, after that went round the museum. then went for interview. (turn out, we are not accepted). went home feeling rejected. Hahaha....
ok, going off. bye.
P/s. having no u, won't kill me. its the accidents that kills. and i sat at a green table today. woots. hee
True love exists only when a couple believes that they are on a running track with no finishing line.
*~*till the end*~*
not really in the best mood but i'm still feeling OK. suddenly this sentence came to mind, "Having a pretty face in this society gets u somewhere to be a 'VASE' "
this came about, I think is because, today went ACM for IS. then watched this film called, "The darker side of fair." A film featuring, Indian girls 'being fair in complexion gets u far.' Oh GOD and this is CRAP! Like waTHEll?!
U mean, fair means prettier? (OK, this maybe be accpetable). Fair, the only way that u can get married. ( crap). Fair means u can get a job easily. Fair means u are from a wealthy family. Fair means, everything (Holy crap).
Ok I shall stop all the crap here and there. LOL. BUTBUTBUT, it is just ridiculous la. It's always the same, when u are dark u try all means to be fair. when u are fair or white u do the vice versa. Might as well swop la.
If u are dark, there no way u can be white like the ang mohs. and being white doesn't mean everything.
But its not being fair to the darker people. they cannot change genes, but why are people outcasting them? *sigh* strange, n unbelievable.
So vainity comes in, people go for bleaching of skins, wearing loads of make up, whitening creams... but being overly vain is a bad idea. *laughs*
OK, after that went round the museum. then went for interview. (turn out, we are not accepted). went home feeling rejected. Hahaha....
ok, going off. bye.
P/s. having no u, won't kill me. its the accidents that kills. and i sat at a green table today. woots. hee
True love exists only when a couple believes that they are on a running track with no finishing line.
*~*till the end*~*
Thursday, July 26, 2007
disappointing grade
hello.
I think I must be crazy yesterday. I stayed up till 1am just to catch 5 minutes of Wilber Pan! Although I had 9am class the following day. ZZZ
so so tired lor. Dad was scolding ask, why I so late still don't wanna sleep. but I told him for just 5 minutes so he gave up and went to bed himself. ((:
Later did I know that, Wilber Pan was on the show for half an hour lor!!! Super sad case!!!! *screams* I should have watched longer! But I was so tired leh... *UU*
nvm... dragged myself out of bed today. weather nowadays are so NICE. Cooling... kept wanting to fall asleep.
Got back my OOAD grade. 1 word- DISAPPOINTING.
I guess whole class is disappointed. No one got A except for 1 person. Argh!! Disappointing, disappointing......... disappointing!!!!!!! Nothing I do now can change my final grade I guess.. Too lousy already. First time in poly life for programming, so lousy. (ok, I know I didn't fail). If its a B at least can get over it quicker. But C? No way man! This sem, I know my GPA is gonna dropped to the floor again. Like waTHEll!
and don't know what got into me today, I was washing the dishes when I dropped the plate for 3 times. laugh, laugh at me. go ahead.
no mood already la. byebye!

True love exists only when a couple believes that they are on a running track with no finishing line.
*~*till the end*~*
I think I must be crazy yesterday. I stayed up till 1am just to catch 5 minutes of Wilber Pan! Although I had 9am class the following day. ZZZ
so so tired lor. Dad was scolding ask, why I so late still don't wanna sleep. but I told him for just 5 minutes so he gave up and went to bed himself. ((:
Later did I know that, Wilber Pan was on the show for half an hour lor!!! Super sad case!!!! *screams* I should have watched longer! But I was so tired leh... *UU*
nvm... dragged myself out of bed today. weather nowadays are so NICE. Cooling... kept wanting to fall asleep.
Got back my OOAD grade. 1 word- DISAPPOINTING.
I guess whole class is disappointed. No one got A except for 1 person. Argh!! Disappointing, disappointing......... disappointing!!!!!!! Nothing I do now can change my final grade I guess.. Too lousy already. First time in poly life for programming, so lousy. (ok, I know I didn't fail). If its a B at least can get over it quicker. But C? No way man! This sem, I know my GPA is gonna dropped to the floor again. Like waTHEll!
and don't know what got into me today, I was washing the dishes when I dropped the plate for 3 times. laugh, laugh at me. go ahead.
no mood already la. byebye!

True love exists only when a couple believes that they are on a running track with no finishing line.
*~*till the end*~*
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
the zit
heya people.
what should write today? *laughs* I was thinking, "Maybe I wasn't writing here sincerely". as u can see from my past posts recently, all are just short entries as compare to last time. *thinkthink*
having 1 big zit on my forehead. *sad* haha.
but I finished my IB. finally eh. But Li Jie had to re-do hers. poor thing. )): Jia You!
stayed back in school to do IB report till 5 plus. and the weather is so cooling till I wanna sleep. wind kept blowing, comfortable. but when we are out in the open field, the weather is very chilly. coldness. when reach bus-stop, saw that my 184 went off. so went to toilet first and rush back. then 184 came. managed to get on bus. still cold. realised it was actually drizzling.
what a nice weather to sleep. but I couldn't sleep cuz I promise Miss Lynn I will fetch her after her training. she was complaining that her bag was heavy blah blah blah. when I see her.... -_____-|||
only 1 more plastic bag ma. heavy meh? when I take it, really NOT heavy. just some New NPCC uniforms and shoe. then she went ranting again.. (her usual)
I can be very sure, Kanna love Anpanman. Cuz just now WanTing ask her to come over and she said OK. so while walking Anpanman called her she actually went over to him first! OK. U call this NOT BIAS? I don't believe. Not that I always talk bad about him. but teacher is really not being fair to us all because of him!
nevermind, none of my business. she loves him, she can have him all to herself. but at least try to be FAIR to us. *sigh*
OK, gtg.
cya.
P/s. looking above, I realised, 'what a sincere post!' ROFL.
True love exists only when a couple believes that they are on a running track with no finishing line.
*~*till the end*~*
what should write today? *laughs* I was thinking, "Maybe I wasn't writing here sincerely". as u can see from my past posts recently, all are just short entries as compare to last time. *thinkthink*
having 1 big zit on my forehead. *sad* haha.
but I finished my IB. finally eh. But Li Jie had to re-do hers. poor thing. )): Jia You!
stayed back in school to do IB report till 5 plus. and the weather is so cooling till I wanna sleep. wind kept blowing, comfortable. but when we are out in the open field, the weather is very chilly. coldness. when reach bus-stop, saw that my 184 went off. so went to toilet first and rush back. then 184 came. managed to get on bus. still cold. realised it was actually drizzling.
what a nice weather to sleep. but I couldn't sleep cuz I promise Miss Lynn I will fetch her after her training. she was complaining that her bag was heavy blah blah blah. when I see her.... -_____-|||
only 1 more plastic bag ma. heavy meh? when I take it, really NOT heavy. just some New NPCC uniforms and shoe. then she went ranting again.. (her usual)
I can be very sure, Kanna love Anpanman. Cuz just now WanTing ask her to come over and she said OK. so while walking Anpanman called her she actually went over to him first! OK. U call this NOT BIAS? I don't believe. Not that I always talk bad about him. but teacher is really not being fair to us all because of him!
nevermind, none of my business. she loves him, she can have him all to herself. but at least try to be FAIR to us. *sigh*
OK, gtg.
cya.
P/s. looking above, I realised, 'what a sincere post!' ROFL.
True love exists only when a couple believes that they are on a running track with no finishing line.
*~*till the end*~*
Monday, July 23, 2007
itsa monday again
it's MONDAY!
shall we cheer?! *laughs*
not very happy about Kanna (again, as usual). why is she so at odds with me? why doesn't she not stop helping Anpanman? CUZ he is so attractive? (i'm not trying to be sarcastic)
why can't she help me out? GOD! always her! i think she is the first teacher who hate me so much. all my other teachers are GOOD. *sigh*
had DB demo today. woo. not bad. but the demo is long. hahaha. rushed during lunch because of the over-run DB demo. But MR FULU is nice!! Hehe. He ask qns and he's smiling non-stop. not like other teachers, while having demo they'll give the glum face! )):
went BPP with Lynn. then I think I saw her friend so I said, "eh, tt 1 ur friend hor?" then she goes, "er.. i don't know which one is my friend." ROFL. get what she meant ma?
because her friend has another twin sister. so when they walk together, u cannot recognise them actually. *laughs*
OK cya!
P/s. DB demo finished! left with EBF n IB. jia you!
True love exists only when a couple believes that they are on a running track with no finishing line.
*~*till the end*~*
shall we cheer?! *laughs*
not very happy about Kanna (again, as usual). why is she so at odds with me? why doesn't she not stop helping Anpanman? CUZ he is so attractive? (i'm not trying to be sarcastic)
why can't she help me out? GOD! always her! i think she is the first teacher who hate me so much. all my other teachers are GOOD. *sigh*
had DB demo today. woo. not bad. but the demo is long. hahaha. rushed during lunch because of the over-run DB demo. But MR FULU is nice!! Hehe. He ask qns and he's smiling non-stop. not like other teachers, while having demo they'll give the glum face! )):
went BPP with Lynn. then I think I saw her friend so I said, "eh, tt 1 ur friend hor?" then she goes, "er.. i don't know which one is my friend." ROFL. get what she meant ma?
because her friend has another twin sister. so when they walk together, u cannot recognise them actually. *laughs*
OK cya!
P/s. DB demo finished! left with EBF n IB. jia you!
True love exists only when a couple believes that they are on a running track with no finishing line.
*~*till the end*~*
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
anxiety
Bro: eh u 2, today my birthday, where's present?
Me: we never buy.
Lynn: cuz u lack of nothing.
Me: ya lor.
Bro: what lack of nothing?
Lynn: clothes- u have, shoes- u have, wallet- u have, cologne- u have....
Bro: I lack of money. gimme money la.
Me: younger one cannot give ang bao to elder person.
Bro: nevermind, gimme cash. cash can right?
Lynn: huh?! where got like that?!!
Me: ok lor. cash then cash. (reluctantly)
Bro: OK! SGD$200 each.
Me n Lynn: !!!!
another incident.
Bro: xuan, u want to buy PSP ma?
Xuan: No money.
Bro: I lend u?
Xuan: don't want. later no money return. n ur interest is very high.
Bro: where got high. u borrow 500 pay 700 only ma.
Xuan: u call this not high?
Bro: ROFL. GST increase le leh. 700 within a month. if first month never give, increase $10.
Xuan: !! wah!
Bro: and must pay back at one go. no installment.
Xuan: no thank u.
HA HA HA...
today went school for 1 hour. haha. then went JP had my Swatch watch strap and battery changed. then went round shopping awhile then went home.
nothing much. cya.
P/s. I saw somebody who is somehow related to u.
Project shall finish soon! kill the deadlines!
True love exists only when a couple believes that they are on a running track with no finishing line.
*~*till the end*~*
Me: we never buy.
Lynn: cuz u lack of nothing.
Me: ya lor.
Bro: what lack of nothing?
Lynn: clothes- u have, shoes- u have, wallet- u have, cologne- u have....
Bro: I lack of money. gimme money la.
Me: younger one cannot give ang bao to elder person.
Bro: nevermind, gimme cash. cash can right?
Lynn: huh?! where got like that?!!
Me: ok lor. cash then cash. (reluctantly)
Bro: OK! SGD$200 each.
Me n Lynn: !!!!
another incident.
Bro: xuan, u want to buy PSP ma?
Xuan: No money.
Bro: I lend u?
Xuan: don't want. later no money return. n ur interest is very high.
Bro: where got high. u borrow 500 pay 700 only ma.
Xuan: u call this not high?
Bro: ROFL. GST increase le leh. 700 within a month. if first month never give, increase $10.
Xuan: !! wah!
Bro: and must pay back at one go. no installment.
Xuan: no thank u.
HA HA HA...
today went school for 1 hour. haha. then went JP had my Swatch watch strap and battery changed. then went round shopping awhile then went home.
nothing much. cya.
P/s. I saw somebody who is somehow related to u.
Project shall finish soon! kill the deadlines!
True love exists only when a couple believes that they are on a running track with no finishing line.
*~*till the end*~*
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
the AC adaptor.
bah-boom!
off my laptop screen goes black.
???????
Immediate breakdown. =X.
was doing my IB project, when that happen. serves me so right for not putting my battery. was so shocked I cried. embarrassing as it is, but I'm super shocked can? I didn't saved the data. )):
and people were trying to comfort me, THANK YOU all!
Luckily the codes is only affected by a minimum. but the GUI goes.... haha.
But IB is driving me crazy la! I wrote a whole list of codes, and it cannot work?!! Help me help me! Infuriating. Eeks.
IB, my future looks bleak. how am I gonna survive? I should have chosen LAN. argh! my bro says I'm stupid. *sigh*
but if I could turn back time... blah blah blah. it's impossible so I shall not go on. Hahahahahahaha.
and if I could really turn back time, I wouldn't have chose to be born. Not to suffer like now? It's not that I hate my life, but if I weren't born, I won't get to feel the things i've gone through. like u all say. Ignorance is Blessing. right?
Anyway, it's bro's birthday today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!
nights everyone.
True love exists only when a couple believes that they are on a running track with no finishing line.
*~*till the end*~*
off my laptop screen goes black.
???????
Immediate breakdown. =X.
was doing my IB project, when that happen. serves me so right for not putting my battery. was so shocked I cried. embarrassing as it is, but I'm super shocked can? I didn't saved the data. )):
and people were trying to comfort me, THANK YOU all!
Luckily the codes is only affected by a minimum. but the GUI goes.... haha.
But IB is driving me crazy la! I wrote a whole list of codes, and it cannot work?!! Help me help me! Infuriating. Eeks.
IB, my future looks bleak. how am I gonna survive? I should have chosen LAN. argh! my bro says I'm stupid. *sigh*
but if I could turn back time... blah blah blah. it's impossible so I shall not go on. Hahahahahahaha.
and if I could really turn back time, I wouldn't have chose to be born. Not to suffer like now? It's not that I hate my life, but if I weren't born, I won't get to feel the things i've gone through. like u all say. Ignorance is Blessing. right?
Anyway, it's bro's birthday today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!
nights everyone.
True love exists only when a couple believes that they are on a running track with no finishing line.
*~*till the end*~*
Monday, July 16, 2007
anything to get me started?
i hate phlegm. stuck right there and u can't get it out, its totally irritating! argh! and serves me right go drink gassy-drinks, cough got worse. urgh. very nice then. cough till can't get to sleep. guess everyone is falling sick. must take care!
well, today went to school at 9. sleepy. don't feel like opening my eyes. so tired. *boo* anyway, I know I'm lazy. I don't feel like getting started in any project on hands. and kept complaining. I'm super bad.
anyway, heard that a couple just broke up. after 3 and half years together. OH GOD. why? both sides have their own reasons. and they are just tired. but why break up? cool down and get back together. why the big word?
although their break up has nothing to do with me. but but but, I can imagine myself having to break up with my boyfriend. so saddening. but nothing goes forever. not like I heard of any. even married couple do divorce. so what's eternity nowadays?
always the case, first love is "we'll be together forever. nothing can do us apart." but when first love broke off, u realised "eh, bluff one." LOL. then u learn ur lesson and the 2nd and 3rd relationship will never last like first love.
so contradicting. heard of it for like hundreds of time? grew tired of it le. so I always ask God to gimme a boyfriend and we'll get married. no break-up. no break-and-patch. just married happily ever after. nice right?!!! HaHaHA.
save the hassle of break-up sadness. divorce papers can be saved too. such a wonderful decision. Haha. Do u all agree with me?
SO, gimme a boyfriend and we'll live happily ever after. end of story, fullstops.
but let us face reality. we are never gonna find only-love now. so stop dreaming!
ok, enough of all this. anyway this is never gonna happen to me, at least not now.
cya!
True love exists only when a couple believes that they are on a running track with no finishing line.
*~*till the end*~*
well, today went to school at 9. sleepy. don't feel like opening my eyes. so tired. *boo* anyway, I know I'm lazy. I don't feel like getting started in any project on hands. and kept complaining. I'm super bad.
anyway, heard that a couple just broke up. after 3 and half years together. OH GOD. why? both sides have their own reasons. and they are just tired. but why break up? cool down and get back together. why the big word?
although their break up has nothing to do with me. but but but, I can imagine myself having to break up with my boyfriend. so saddening. but nothing goes forever. not like I heard of any. even married couple do divorce. so what's eternity nowadays?
always the case, first love is "we'll be together forever. nothing can do us apart." but when first love broke off, u realised "eh, bluff one." LOL. then u learn ur lesson and the 2nd and 3rd relationship will never last like first love.
so contradicting. heard of it for like hundreds of time? grew tired of it le. so I always ask God to gimme a boyfriend and we'll get married. no break-up. no break-and-patch. just married happily ever after. nice right?!!! HaHaHA.
save the hassle of break-up sadness. divorce papers can be saved too. such a wonderful decision. Haha. Do u all agree with me?
SO, gimme a boyfriend and we'll live happily ever after. end of story, fullstops.
but let us face reality. we are never gonna find only-love now. so stop dreaming!
ok, enough of all this. anyway this is never gonna happen to me, at least not now.
cya!
True love exists only when a couple believes that they are on a running track with no finishing line.
*~*till the end*~*
Saturday, July 14, 2007
am i lagging?
loads of stuffs to complete. loads of things to do. but i'm still holding on, unwilling to start doing them. so bad. :(
back to yesterday's trip. (i'm not gonna post photos up yet) went Vivo meet them, then went in this shop called Bear Builder. (very expensive shop).
a Hello Kitty caught my eye so decided to went in. A shop where u can choose ur soft toy, then clothes, shoes, handbags and accessories for ur soft toy. SUPER KAWAII. but also, pricing, steep.
A "Naked" HelloKitty costs $39.90. so u can imagine adding up her clothes, shoes and all. price is unimaginable. But one thing very cute is that, u have a birth certificate for ur soft toy. But all I saw was some filthy rich mummy buying all these for her children ( I mean children and not child). Letting them choose whatever they want. So I wonder, what if I got to have her as my mummy? LOL.
Don't think too much. *laughs*
So I guess I would have to save up and get myself 1 on my birthday this year. but mummy's gonna kill me if she finds out the cost. BOMB. But I really love the hello kitty. :(
so this year's birthday wish will be, "Strike lottery". HAHAHA. (as if I'm buying lottery). XD
blurred.
much better.
so well, after all that we went bugis to meet Li Jie and went for steamboat. all shall continue next time when photos are up.
TODAY.
went Tuition with Lynn. then went Bugis, cuz she wanna buy a watch. But couldn't find. so we went to buy clothes. then went to have dinner and head back home.
what's waiting for me?
Projects, projects, exams... After all these I can relax. Wahaha. Just have to hang on.
P/s. U know I want u. Sound so sticky. haha.
True love exists only when a couple believes that they are on a running track with no finishing line.
*~*till the end*~*
back to yesterday's trip. (i'm not gonna post photos up yet) went Vivo meet them, then went in this shop called Bear Builder. (very expensive shop).
a Hello Kitty caught my eye so decided to went in. A shop where u can choose ur soft toy, then clothes, shoes, handbags and accessories for ur soft toy. SUPER KAWAII. but also, pricing, steep.
A "Naked" HelloKitty costs $39.90. so u can imagine adding up her clothes, shoes and all. price is unimaginable. But one thing very cute is that, u have a birth certificate for ur soft toy. But all I saw was some filthy rich mummy buying all these for her children ( I mean children and not child). Letting them choose whatever they want. So I wonder, what if I got to have her as my mummy? LOL.
Don't think too much. *laughs*
So I guess I would have to save up and get myself 1 on my birthday this year. but mummy's gonna kill me if she finds out the cost. BOMB. But I really love the hello kitty. :(
so this year's birthday wish will be, "Strike lottery". HAHAHA. (as if I'm buying lottery). XD
so well, after all that we went bugis to meet Li Jie and went for steamboat. all shall continue next time when photos are up.
TODAY.
went Tuition with Lynn. then went Bugis, cuz she wanna buy a watch. But couldn't find. so we went to buy clothes. then went to have dinner and head back home.
what's waiting for me?
Projects, projects, exams... After all these I can relax. Wahaha. Just have to hang on.
P/s. U know I want u. Sound so sticky. haha.
True love exists only when a couple believes that they are on a running track with no finishing line.
*~*till the end*~*
Friday, July 13, 2007
bloated Friday the 13th
bloated!
had a very bloated Friday. haha.
went to have Pizza with Ah shu then steamboat. is super full.
but the steamboat is nice.
will post photos up when i got them from Li Jie and Nic. had some with me but post together. haha. ((:

very tired. continue soon. cya.
P/s. is he alive or dead?
True love exists only when a couple believes that they are on a running track with no finishing line.
*~*till the end*~*
had a very bloated Friday. haha.
went to have Pizza with Ah shu then steamboat. is super full.
but the steamboat is nice.
will post photos up when i got them from Li Jie and Nic. had some with me but post together. haha. ((:
very tired. continue soon. cya.
P/s. is he alive or dead?
True love exists only when a couple believes that they are on a running track with no finishing line.
*~*till the end*~*
Thursday, July 12, 2007
u cannot cure me.
((:
nothing can cure the pain dangling in my heart. i don't know why, but i feel smth weird inside me. Paranoia. Actually i dislike this kind of feeling. X(
had OOAD1's Demo. teacher didn't say much. i don't think that's a good sign. cuz from other groups teacher bomb them questions. n our group just finish demo in 15minutes. :(
argh. guess everything can't be that great. :P
gtg.
cya. byebye
P/s. I will not cry for u again.
True love exists only when a couple believes that they are on a running track with no finishing line.
*~*till the end*~*
nothing can cure the pain dangling in my heart. i don't know why, but i feel smth weird inside me. Paranoia. Actually i dislike this kind of feeling. X(
had OOAD1's Demo. teacher didn't say much. i don't think that's a good sign. cuz from other groups teacher bomb them questions. n our group just finish demo in 15minutes. :(
argh. guess everything can't be that great. :P
gtg.
cya. byebye
P/s. I will not cry for u again.
True love exists only when a couple believes that they are on a running track with no finishing line.
*~*till the end*~*
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
sickness
heya.
*cough cough*
think a lot of people's sick. (including me). argh!
I don't know what happen, but i cried myself to sleep yesterday. I think I'm having some kind of hormones changing. hope for the better hormones to reproduce n off it go the bad ones. *laughs*
don't think i'm too stressed out, cuz I don't feel stress. I feel helpless. ya ya. guess we will get lost on our way to fulfill something. what am i exactly fulfilling? i don't know also, time shall tell me. ((:
but i really don't like the feeling of being sick. hate to have phlegm stuck inside throat. argh, cause me cough until vomit. vomit out, but not the phlegm. sickening.
he is also sick. i saw him bending down several times while walking. he doesn't feel well. his friends all walk in front never wait for him. so bad ok? ok, I admit i xin tong. haha. cuz shu says, "orh, so u xin tong huh?" Haha. xin tong for the part he is sick, not his friend never wait for him.
then went to find IB teacher. amazingly she is feeling so great she doesn't scold. haha. i finished practical. thank GOD.
then i went to find mummy n lynn in IMM. lynn's been shooing sushi. she has a phobia towards sushi. guess she ate too much when she's out with her friends last time, eating sushi buffet. poor thing.
took 188 home. got this ITE guy sit beside me. he fell asleep. then he kept hitting against me. then lynn sms-ed me,"the guy sitting beside u, his sleeping pattern very cute ah." LMAO! and 1 thing, he uses a lot of perfume can? like want to suffocate me. and so bad, he pierce his ear. if not he's almost perfect. haha.
ok, gtg now.
P/s. hope u get well soon! everyone who's sick to get well too. those who are not better take care prevent falling sick too.
U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*
*cough cough*
think a lot of people's sick. (including me). argh!
I don't know what happen, but i cried myself to sleep yesterday. I think I'm having some kind of hormones changing. hope for the better hormones to reproduce n off it go the bad ones. *laughs*
don't think i'm too stressed out, cuz I don't feel stress. I feel helpless. ya ya. guess we will get lost on our way to fulfill something. what am i exactly fulfilling? i don't know also, time shall tell me. ((:
but i really don't like the feeling of being sick. hate to have phlegm stuck inside throat. argh, cause me cough until vomit. vomit out, but not the phlegm. sickening.
he is also sick. i saw him bending down several times while walking. he doesn't feel well. his friends all walk in front never wait for him. so bad ok? ok, I admit i xin tong. haha. cuz shu says, "orh, so u xin tong huh?" Haha. xin tong for the part he is sick, not his friend never wait for him.
then went to find IB teacher. amazingly she is feeling so great she doesn't scold. haha. i finished practical. thank GOD.
then i went to find mummy n lynn in IMM. lynn's been shooing sushi. she has a phobia towards sushi. guess she ate too much when she's out with her friends last time, eating sushi buffet. poor thing.
took 188 home. got this ITE guy sit beside me. he fell asleep. then he kept hitting against me. then lynn sms-ed me,"the guy sitting beside u, his sleeping pattern very cute ah." LMAO! and 1 thing, he uses a lot of perfume can? like want to suffocate me. and so bad, he pierce his ear. if not he's almost perfect. haha.
ok, gtg now.
P/s. hope u get well soon! everyone who's sick to get well too. those who are not better take care prevent falling sick too.
U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
i so dislike today!
nothing for me to cheer today.
not like i have anything to cheer everyday, but, i especially dislike today. guess everyday couldn't be that smooth. )):
i just don't know how to phrase them in words. I just feel like finding something and bash them up, to relieve the something that keep inside my heart. i'm so tired.
teacher's been ignoring me when i ask her qns. she just dump this words, "u go figure out ur own." ya, even a hopeless guy gets a chance. what about me? what can u do when ur teacher don't even wanna help u?
I guess everything should stop.
P/s. tears can never wash away the pain.
U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*
not like i have anything to cheer everyday, but, i especially dislike today. guess everyday couldn't be that smooth. )):
i just don't know how to phrase them in words. I just feel like finding something and bash them up, to relieve the something that keep inside my heart. i'm so tired.
teacher's been ignoring me when i ask her qns. she just dump this words, "u go figure out ur own." ya, even a hopeless guy gets a chance. what about me? what can u do when ur teacher don't even wanna help u?
I guess everything should stop.
P/s. tears can never wash away the pain.
U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*
Monday, July 09, 2007
falling apart.
trying hard to think of a title for this post. but miss khoo rui xing says i'm lazy. never blog. the thing is, whenever I need to blog, I need to think of a title. a special 1. haha.
so miss khoo. next time u provide me with a title ba. OKOK?? LOL.
forget all those. haha.
OK, today lessons starts at 11. cuz today my class had OOAD presentation. mine is on thursday, that's why i can skip today's lesson. *smile*
then went for IB. stuck at qn 1 of practical for whole lesson. sadded. so lousy man. i'm very lousy. argh!!!
hope everything can go on smoothly. GOD, please help.
ok, going now. cya. byebye.
U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*
so miss khoo. next time u provide me with a title ba. OKOK?? LOL.
forget all those. haha.
OK, today lessons starts at 11. cuz today my class had OOAD presentation. mine is on thursday, that's why i can skip today's lesson. *smile*
then went for IB. stuck at qn 1 of practical for whole lesson. sadded. so lousy man. i'm very lousy. argh!!!
hope everything can go on smoothly. GOD, please help.
ok, going now. cya. byebye.
U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*
Saturday, July 07, 2007
what a theory?!
went gym with Lynn.
ran for like 20 minutes non-stop. Kept telling myself, run run run.
haha.
then Lynn was commenting, "Hey, I see handsome boys."
"Where huh?"
"There, the 1 with Nike shorts with blue shirt. then over there, black shirt. then there wearing hua chong's PE t-shirt. alot hor? and that green stripe shirt."
Ya ya, a lot. Haha. But of all, I only think that Nike shorts with blue shirt IS HANDSOME. LOL. But really la, he is. Good Body build. But one quite true with Eliz's theory on Handsome-Boys-Are-Short. He isn't tall. Good body build but not tall. Sad case la. *chuckles* but who cares? as long as he's handsome, girls don't mind. ya? LMAO.
Sms-ed Shu Ting, told her what happen. She replied, "is it? if I go I can see le." Haha. Ya, who tell u don't go? =x
and got 1 person the moment he step in the gym I cannot help but notice he really look like Amos. Just the height and color of specs is different. But I tell u, the features really look almost the same? Then I keep telling Lynn, she got very fed-up and said, "Ya la ya la. Why not go up and ask him if he know anybody called Amos? Maybe his cousin."
OK, people do look alike. But not to this extend? Hmmm.. *wonder*
anyway, I still think that Blue Shirt with Nike shorts IS HANDSOME. Hahahahaha.
went IMM. did nothing much just roam around.
haha.
went home. took 975. first time taking it. haa. mountain tortoise. =x
bought this Elmo shirt last time I went Shopping with Mummy.

Lynn got 1 too. Cuz it's her fav cartoon character. ((:
P/s. i miss u... over n over again.
byeeee~
U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*
ran for like 20 minutes non-stop. Kept telling myself, run run run.
haha.
then Lynn was commenting, "Hey, I see handsome boys."
"Where huh?"
"There, the 1 with Nike shorts with blue shirt. then over there, black shirt. then there wearing hua chong's PE t-shirt. alot hor? and that green stripe shirt."
Ya ya, a lot. Haha. But of all, I only think that Nike shorts with blue shirt IS HANDSOME. LOL. But really la, he is. Good Body build. But one quite true with Eliz's theory on Handsome-Boys-Are-Short. He isn't tall. Good body build but not tall. Sad case la. *chuckles* but who cares? as long as he's handsome, girls don't mind. ya? LMAO.
Sms-ed Shu Ting, told her what happen. She replied, "is it? if I go I can see le." Haha. Ya, who tell u don't go? =x
and got 1 person the moment he step in the gym I cannot help but notice he really look like Amos. Just the height and color of specs is different. But I tell u, the features really look almost the same? Then I keep telling Lynn, she got very fed-up and said, "Ya la ya la. Why not go up and ask him if he know anybody called Amos? Maybe his cousin."
OK, people do look alike. But not to this extend? Hmmm.. *wonder*
anyway, I still think that Blue Shirt with Nike shorts IS HANDSOME. Hahahahaha.
went IMM. did nothing much just roam around.
haha.
went home. took 975. first time taking it. haa. mountain tortoise. =x
bought this Elmo shirt last time I went Shopping with Mummy.
P/s. i miss u... over n over again.
byeeee~
U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*
Friday, July 06, 2007
a pity.
heard that David Ee is leaving, for real.
I kept asking, "What happened?"
Guess no one can make him stay. Him, slowly losing interest. I think signs of him losing interest in the course started early Sem3. Such a pity.
I think its kind of weird having a classmate withdrawing from school. I don't know exactly what happen that make this happen la, but he said, "I better withdraw from school before school expel me." How do u feel when your classmate said this? I guess he feel lost ba.
All I can do is to wish him all the best from now on. Farewell David Ee.
Went for iIndia today. Then chiong OOAD1, finished. Closed. Good. Handed up. ((:
then went for the trip briefing. Tempting tempting. Lots of BEAUTIFUL places to visit. Nice sceneries. OMG. Really feel like going already! *screams*
but the price, steep. haha. cannot afford. Dad just say, "see first." Daddy..... I really want to go. Once in my poly life. Please. *UU*
See what I found out? As you all know, I love Skittles. Haha. To bits. but what shocked me was this....

Skittles-- Ice Cream flavoured! Omigod!
Now I-scream ahhhhhh!!!!!
I want to try! very badly wanted.
duh.
Why SG don't have uh?
Maybe have, but I just over see it. Sadded.
Ok la. Gonna look through EBF Assignment 2. and prepare for IB project.
Take Care!
Love love,
bye.
P/s. When missing you becomes a habit....
U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*
I kept asking, "What happened?"
Guess no one can make him stay. Him, slowly losing interest. I think signs of him losing interest in the course started early Sem3. Such a pity.
I think its kind of weird having a classmate withdrawing from school. I don't know exactly what happen that make this happen la, but he said, "I better withdraw from school before school expel me." How do u feel when your classmate said this? I guess he feel lost ba.
All I can do is to wish him all the best from now on. Farewell David Ee.
Went for iIndia today. Then chiong OOAD1, finished. Closed. Good. Handed up. ((:
then went for the trip briefing. Tempting tempting. Lots of BEAUTIFUL places to visit. Nice sceneries. OMG. Really feel like going already! *screams*
but the price, steep. haha. cannot afford. Dad just say, "see first." Daddy..... I really want to go. Once in my poly life. Please. *UU*
See what I found out? As you all know, I love Skittles. Haha. To bits. but what shocked me was this....

Skittles-- Ice Cream flavoured! Omigod!
Now I-scream ahhhhhh!!!!!
I want to try! very badly wanted.
duh.
Why SG don't have uh?
Maybe have, but I just over see it. Sadded.
Ok la. Gonna look through EBF Assignment 2. and prepare for IB project.
Take Care!
Love love,
bye.
P/s. When missing you becomes a habit....
And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine
U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*
Thursday, July 05, 2007
screwed up, everything.
I'm not trying to exaggerate things, but hey, what will u do when u have a group member who is so irresponsible?
This David Ee, disappeared to no where! You better come out. Call, never answer phone. SMS, never reply. OH GOD! Do you know if u disappeared, the whole project just cannot continue? Now, we have to do your part. Nice try uh?
If u don't know how to do, u can ask! not just disappear la. like....
-_______-
We have to consolidate everything tmr already. see what damage u done?
Have to stay back tmr to do your part.
Have to give my hair cut a miss. *cries* my bangs are so long now. cannot stand it. have to postpone till don't know when already! *grumbles*
anyway, tmr still got 8 o' clock class. ARGH! still need to bring laptop. *evil eyes*
I tell u ah, u better go school tmr!
Don't just disappear!
GOD, help me.
see ya all.
P/s. Maybe I should just forget about him. but still, he looks so tempting. LMAO.
U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*
This David Ee, disappeared to no where! You better come out. Call, never answer phone. SMS, never reply. OH GOD! Do you know if u disappeared, the whole project just cannot continue? Now, we have to do your part. Nice try uh?
If u don't know how to do, u can ask! not just disappear la. like....
-_______-
We have to consolidate everything tmr already. see what damage u done?
Have to stay back tmr to do your part.
Have to give my hair cut a miss. *cries* my bangs are so long now. cannot stand it. have to postpone till don't know when already! *grumbles*
anyway, tmr still got 8 o' clock class. ARGH! still need to bring laptop. *evil eyes*
I tell u ah, u better go school tmr!
Don't just disappear!
GOD, help me.
see ya all.
P/s. Maybe I should just forget about him. but still, he looks so tempting. LMAO.
U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
the wedding dinner on 1st July 2007
hello!
finally finish editing the photos taken during a cousin's wedding on 1st July 2007.
Thinking there's alot of phots to post, lazy me decided to collage some of them, resizing, editing, name.... all take super long time. hahaha.
OK, WELCOME TO THE.........
read: Wedding Dinner of Eric Queck & Choo Qiu Li 01 July 2007
posing before leaving the house.
off we go to Amara Sanctuary Hotel Sentosa.
in the car.. OK, i'm very zi lian. LOL. got alot more, but decided to post 1 only. Humble. hahaha.

reached, see the stairs? wonder where it leads to. Haha. didn't manage to find out though. =x

saw this quite nice, so took a photo of it, the flowers smell nice too! and Liz said I was "Lame."
-____-|||

the front of the grand ballroom. (seriously, I think that small boy think I'm taking a photo of him. =x) but he's cute though, sad that we're not related. sadded. LOL.

ambience. inside the ballroom. I super love the tall candle stick decorated with roses which stood in the middle of the table. nice and romantic. haha. it's quite posh I think. woots.

the food: 9 dishes. they served each of us individual plates. haha. even shares. *raise my eyebrows* had the second taste of red wine. and when it goes down my throat, I can feel it burning. *cry* bitter and smelly. haha. don't laugh, because I don't know how to drink.

finally the people. took with some of them sat near me. ^.^
(top left: er jie & me)
(top right: emily, liz & me)
(bottom left: me & emily) I think she's scared of me. cuz I took a long time to persuade her for a pic. phew!
(bottom right: liz & me)
finally, the toast. here we go, "YUMMMMM SENGGGG~~"

a pose of Lynn n Liz before we leave Amara.

not forgetting the wedding souvenirs.
chopsticks and coasters.

ok, signing off. byebye.
U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*
finally finish editing the photos taken during a cousin's wedding on 1st July 2007.
Thinking there's alot of phots to post, lazy me decided to collage some of them, resizing, editing, name.... all take super long time. hahaha.
OK, WELCOME TO THE.........
posing before leaving the house.
in the car.. OK, i'm very zi lian. LOL. got alot more, but decided to post 1 only. Humble. hahaha.
reached, see the stairs? wonder where it leads to. Haha. didn't manage to find out though. =x
saw this quite nice, so took a photo of it, the flowers smell nice too! and Liz said I was "Lame."
-____-|||
the front of the grand ballroom. (seriously, I think that small boy think I'm taking a photo of him. =x) but he's cute though, sad that we're not related. sadded. LOL.
ambience. inside the ballroom. I super love the tall candle stick decorated with roses which stood in the middle of the table. nice and romantic. haha. it's quite posh I think. woots.

the food: 9 dishes. they served each of us individual plates. haha. even shares. *raise my eyebrows* had the second taste of red wine. and when it goes down my throat, I can feel it burning. *cry* bitter and smelly. haha. don't laugh, because I don't know how to drink.

finally the people. took with some of them sat near me. ^.^
(top left: er jie & me)(top right: emily, liz & me)
(bottom left: me & emily) I think she's scared of me. cuz I took a long time to persuade her for a pic. phew!
(bottom right: liz & me)
finally, the toast. here we go, "YUMMMMM SENGGGG~~"
a pose of Lynn n Liz before we leave Amara.
not forgetting the wedding souvenirs.
chopsticks and coasters.
ok, signing off. byebye.
U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*
Monday, July 02, 2007
yeah right. chances slipped passed
can I just blame myself?
there are so many many chance to say HI. but what did I do? Hide behind and beside my friend. ARGH!
But why don't I have the courage to put up my hand and say HI when he happen to walk pass? And I can only grumble when he walked far enough!
why why why!!!!????
chances just slipped. shudder.
ya, I'm back to year 1. so stupid and childish. always after seeing him then cry alone myself. but what can I do?
grab him by the arm and say, "HELLO! LONG TIME NO SEE!!? DO U KNOW I LIKED U SINCE LAST LAST DECEMBER?"
so ridiculous!
he'll think I'm some crazy girl. humph!
P/s. Walked past me all u want. I can't do anything! not even smile at u. cuz u always look so stern. and only when u see me u give that face. do u ever remember me?
bye!
U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*
there are so many many chance to say HI. but what did I do? Hide behind and beside my friend. ARGH!
But why don't I have the courage to put up my hand and say HI when he happen to walk pass? And I can only grumble when he walked far enough!
why why why!!!!????
chances just slipped. shudder.
ya, I'm back to year 1. so stupid and childish. always after seeing him then cry alone myself. but what can I do?
grab him by the arm and say, "HELLO! LONG TIME NO SEE!!? DO U KNOW I LIKED U SINCE LAST LAST DECEMBER?"
so ridiculous!
he'll think I'm some crazy girl. humph!
P/s. Walked past me all u want. I can't do anything! not even smile at u. cuz u always look so stern. and only when u see me u give that face. do u ever remember me?
bye!
U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*
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