in the clouds

argh! strangle me. strangle strangle!!! LMAO.

I saw him again. And I just wanna duck myself to the ground! cuz I made a fool of myself.

today classes ended early. so coincidentally, he also finish school that time. after I bid goodbye to xing and ting, I was waiting for my bus.

I turn and saw him walking to NP bus stop. "Ok, very good. what a super good timing!"
why am I alone now?!!! OH GOD!

then I suddenly turn, feeling very nervous... then almost cannot balance. when I turned back to the position 2 stupid boys were laughing at me! WHATHELL!!!!! cuz they saw me giving those cringing expression, they find it funny lor. when I stare at them they turn quiet and look around to see what happen. very funny.

luckily his bus came before mine.
then I so stupid go and stare at him while he board the bus. and he turn and saw me looking at him, and he quickly turn away. How stupid can I get huh? What makes me think he won't look around. ARGH!!!!

can I just bury my head to the ground? goodness. totally embarrassed.
eek!!! X(

Ok, to another topic.
Nancy Drew Movie.
Nice nice!!! the clothes are nice, the actors and actresses are nice. storyline is nice. everything nice! woohoo!!! wahaha...

Ok, gtg now. cya.
byebye.


U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*

miscommunications

doesn't everyone knows, its take 2 hands to clap?

doesn't you know getting information only from 1 party is totally unreliable?
Did u study Social Studies?

Above mentioned are not to target anyone.
but u should know, "Good things come in pairs".
When there's Facts, there's also Lies.
Judgment consists of 2 side, black and white.
This world is cruel, humans make use of paradox way to get what they want, to get what they want u to believe, to get you into the beautiful trap they set up.

Ok, shall not go on, l8r i'll be in trouble. now whole world thinks its MY FAULT.
ya, everything's my fault.
because I said what I want to say in my blog and people think I've got a problem.

just because I voiced out, and others don't doesn't mean they are not the one.


P/s. Believe whatever u want. when u find out the truth, don't be amazed.

Take care. everyone.
P/s. Not to target anyone. don't think too much. thanks.

U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*

the theater

2 hours of class today.

saw 2 people (people I don't know in real life, but got a bit of popularity), and this made Lynn so mad. *chuckles*

when I reach NP bus-stop, I saw a boy don't know what his real name is just know he got act in I not stupid too movie, that Xiao Pang. At first I don't know is him, just find him familiar, then look again, orhhh that one. ha ha ha.

then went to class. nothing much.

went IMM with ting and saw u know, now the CSS2's Xu Guo Hao? I think I saw him. He was reading some newspaper. accidentally caught him when he looked up. no much difference from TV, still recognizable. Lynn love him. Cute boy.

then went IMM, bought 2 stacks of writing paper. then went JE's library. then went to watch Surf's Up with Lynn.

Super eery. the whole theater only Lynn and Me. and we were practically shouting our lungs out. hahha. craziness. then Lynn said, "$14 and we have the whole theater to ourselves" ROFL. when the show finally ended, we realised there's this cinema woman behind us, startled us. Wonder if she saw what we've done. Oops!

then went home.
tmr's another day. cya.!

P/s. Anpanman wants to be Zebra today. LMAO.


U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*

schoolife

school's been GOOD. yeah right. (who am I kidding? it's just the 2nd day after the break)
-_________-

and it started my week with a sweaty morning, what a 'good' way to start school. and it's irritating to sweat in the morning. argh!

and somemore, saw Anpanman first day on bus. yeah, we actually took the same bus to school. wth. i tell u, it's not nice to see somebody u actually don't think of seeing when u actually meet each other. it's not not nice, it's just a bit intimidating can?

and ya, I think I saw BenjaminTOH on 184. like, huh?

back to Anpanman, I think he's feeling lousy the first day. When he board the bus, his face is super BLACK. like anyone made him mad. he wasn't even speaking to his friend. and first day he wore actual Anpanman's uniform. hahahahahah. not really uniform but same color la. I shall not say the color. in case... who knows.

TODAY.
I'm so terribly happy. for since school re open this April, I saw him the first time la. I saw him today, crossing the small traffic light between Atrium and Block 56. HA HA HA. he dyed his hair golden brown again, just like the very first time I saw him.
^.^

1 year plus already. how I wish I can see him every single day. hmmm... fat hope!

ok la. gtg now.
wish me luck, projects piling in.

byebye.

P/s. for ur info Anpanman is a cartoon character called, "Mian Bao Chao Ren". not the guy's real name. haha.




U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*

hey school! & something about Louis Vuitton

heya. i'm returning school tmr.

I ran 1.3km today. ;)
although i feel like running 2.4km today, but my body really cannot make it. so i have to give up. Lynn is good! She ran 2.0Km. *clap for Lynn* Non-stop ok? hahaha.

I was psycho-ing her to stop with me but she says, "Don't want. I want to run till I cannot tahan." U good. ROFL.

then went Lot 1 do nothing then head back home. oh ya, I went to buy this cute & flat tortoise hp strap. U know when i look at it, "hey, it's cute." then i go and turn it sideways, and I found out it is so flat. I show it to Lynn and she laugh. really funny. but its so tiny. haha


saw how flat it is? LOL.

Bro told me something interesting while we went shopping yesterday, thought u guys might want to know.

It's something about Louis Vuitton:
U know? People are still trying to get things left over in the sea where Titanic crashes long time ago out even till now?
Then they found this old old LV briefcase. to find out, papers and documents inside dry. except to find the papers turned yellowish.

U know, dry? find me 1 bag that can stay waterproof so many years in the sea and find the things inside dry.
actually to say the truth, I don't really believe. but its reported.

maybe some of u knew this already. but i just found out yesterday. hahaha.

found this cat picture while surfing the net.



gtg now. take care.

P/s. byebye holidays.


U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*

awesome movies

Heya peeps.

thurs, went to catch Fantastic 4 with Cheryl.
Awesome.
Nice effects. yeah yeah.
Love Invisible woman and The Torch. haha.

hee...

Bro asked me to watch a movie called, Dog Bite Dog. Hong Kong movie. Featuring Edison Chen and another hongkong actor. Violent.
Lots of killing, guns shooting, knife slaughtering, punching, hitting. But the ending is Super Sad. He went to cut up his wifed body after she dead to get their baby out. he himself died too. OMG... *sobsobs*

but the sight of those blood that came splashing out every scene is really disgusting. haha.

ok, gotta go now.
((:

see ya

P/s. Enjoy last days of holiday.


U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*

just a matter of time

heya people.

gonna head back to school next monday already. *sigh* not that I don't like school, but I just feel holidays are so short. Feel so tired even though I sleep until like 10am in the morning, but still isn't enough. hahaha.

time passes so fast, day by day, month by month, year by year... and so on.
TIME TIME TIME. is it a good thing or bad?
guess nobody knows.

and when holiday ends, I shall meet my doom. cuz more projects would be coming, IB, OOAD1, DB... n Ebiz assignment 2. Oh god. so many la.

uh... think I better go do other things.
check back here at night.
cya!


U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*

Why don't i have a boyfriend

lynn told me to do this quiz. and this is what i got.
-____________-|||

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy

When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know. From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up. And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide.

Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend?

Like WTH? Is it true? Ha ha ha!!!!


U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*

still pumping

hello everyone.

hasn't been doing anything special last weekend, except hitting the gym. *laughs*
ran on the treadmill for 10mins non-stop. *wiggle my brows*
ok la, although for some of you, 10mins non-stop is like killing an ant. but for me, a long time never go for run person is like, almost cannot make it la. hahaha.

accompany girl girl to westmall to buy her laptop bag, and had pastamania. (long time never had that already)


photo of girl girl posing beside a baby adidas shirt. haha.


nothing interesting to talk about actually. been hogging on the comp for the whole day although all i did was staring at the desktop screen! BOO!!

wanna watch surf's up. and fantastic four. but lynn wanna watch Ocean's thirteen.
haiyer. haha. nevermind.

holidays ending soon. gonna prepare for it. why slacking days just passed so fast? i want to know. herr.... gonna post up some photos.

guess what's this?






isn't it nice? it's the future big big ferris wheel in Singapore! ooh, so nice ya? of cuz it's not yet done. but! it's the first REAL BIG ferris wheel in Singapore! took it while Daddy drove pass it, it's Daddy who told me to take a look.
Super nice!


EMO.

Ha ha ha.

gonna go off le. take care!
byebye!

P/s. my heart is still pumping



U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*

a sudden downturn.

heya. here here.

first of all, my condolence to the Khoo sisters.
God Bless both of your granddad.

ok, back to more mood lifting things.
went library to return book.
I finished 1 English novel I bought last time! *cheers*
starting on another. hope its nice. ((:

actually, nothing much on these either.. can't really lift up the mood.

having someone you love to leave you forever, is hard.
although some may say, "people grow old, they'll die. it's a cycle you can't escape."
very true.
but, it still hurt.
i have no idea how to console people. cause I think the more I try to console, the worse my words will become, so pardon me.

it's hard to have someone u cared for to suffer when their loved ones left them. urgh!
u know, we cannot really enjoy the day, if the 2 of you are in grieve. can us? it's just so not right!
don't say it's OK, when it isn't!
it'll hurt more.

so don't tell us to go enjoy, cause we won't, at least I won't.

so, take care!
lots of love.

byebye.

P/s. its alright to be in grief, but move on after that..


U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*

if i could..

hello~

had been thinking for quite a while, this question just popped out, "if we ever we could turn back time.. blah blah blah.."
and I realised, this is what we always ponder when we regretted doing something or not doing something when we shouldn't or should respectively.

Everybody would easily say, "Don't live your life with regrets."
How true?
Everyone of us, if we could choose, wouldn't want to feel regret. Right?
BUT, its always the case, at that point of your life, you think you wouldn't regret. That's what u wanna do, how you feel.
And it's only when time passed, u realised what u did wasn't exactly right. And, here comes the regret part.
So paranoid ya?
Yeah, that's what I always feel.

So I drew up a list, a list where I always feel regretful over the years.

1. I would never want to confess to him.
2. I would never push him away again.
3. I would treat my family and friends well.
4. I would never gossip about anyone.
5. I would never buy things unnecessarily.

So many regretful things I've done.

Guess I gotta leave now, if not i'll burst out crying.
bye





U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*

walked out of my life.

hey people. nothing much to say. just sharing this song with you.

还记得昨天那个夏天
微风吹过的一瞬间
似乎吹翻一切
只剩寂寞更沉淀
如今风依旧在吹
秋天的雨跟随心中的热却不退
仿佛即使闭着双眼
熟悉的脸又会浮现在眼前
蓝色的思念
突然演变成了阳光的夏天
空气中的温暖
不会更遥远
冬天已仿佛不在留恋
绿色的思念
回首对我说一声四季不变
不过一季的时间
又再回到从前
那个被风吹过的夏天

被风吹过的夏天- JJ Lin Jun Jie

P/s. I knew this day would come. a day whereby u would vanish in my life. I wish you well.

Goodbye.


U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*

the dinner & blades of glory.

back.
heehee.
sort up my emotions and back here for a change. (eh? what change? I don't know either.)

yesterday, 10May07, went for dinner with the whole maternal family. K-ing again. Haha. I realised they didn't have alot of Wilber's songs. Sadded. Just very few. How can right? *grumbles* but dinner was delicious. *yum yum*

took photos but am not gonna post them up. cuz they are just random photos. not those big group photos. sad. it's OK. haha.

went to watch Blades of Glory. Nice show. Ice-skating beautifully. Oh yeah. haha. not gonna elaborate on that though, cuz I think it's kinda hard to explain. the show is awesome. the dance steps is nice. the show is funny. emphasizing on team-spirit. GOOD.

went bugis cuz Nic needed to buy something. so went there a while then went home. yeah.

*******************************

i remember somebody telling me, 'Don't sleep too much on your bus ride.'
and this is what happens.
I got on bus, few people. so I chose a seat and sat down. so far so good.
then i turned very sleepy. (awww...)
then i started nodding (as in, sleeping nodding not those anyhow nodding la).
at first everything was fine la, then suddenly Bro called. then i answered.
then talked a little then went back to sleep.
then suddenly jerked up, and realised I was leaning on somebody's shoulder!
OMG.
i turned, and luckily, a woman. though she doesn't look very happy.
sorry....

this is what happens to sleeping too much on bus.
Oh dear. So damn EMBARRASSING la...
-_________-

moral of the story: try not to sleep on bus.

*******************************

been slacking and passing my time aimlessly. thinking hard. people around, family, cousins, books, IB, my friends, n other things.
what to do? listen to emo songs, i cry. listen to techno, find it irritating. listen to soothing songs, feel like sleeping. so paranoid can? haiyer.

shall crap on for a while.
let's find something to talk about.

Marron 5's new album. It won't be soon before long.
Nice. haha. nothing much either huh?

ok, guess i gotta go now. cya.
and nights.
byebye.


U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*

it's funny!

people!
before I continue, I shall share some thing with you all. laugh if u want. laugh ALL you want. Ok? haha. ya.

something that makes my brother's jaw-drop.
was talking to bro about something I found out recently about some childish boys.
me: "eh, kor. soem people very bad leh. they said dirty jokes about me."
bro: "ooh, really? how dirty eh?"
me: "i know you guys always talk dirty la. they say we fat people is hard to f***"
bro: "haha. really ar? hmmm... don't care them la. they still young ma. let them be."
me: "young meh? some are even the same age as you leh."
upon hearing this, my bro's jaw dropped until don't know how to say. LOL.
bro: "they have pre-mature brain sia. so old already still talk about this kind of things, behind people's back some more."
me: "but they hurt me leh."
bro: "don't be. just think of them as they still have a lot to learn la. they are still young for their age. better off, think of them as they suffered from childhood sex-phobia."

ROFL.
i cannot stop laughing upon hearing that. if u still cannot understand, re-read the conversation once again. word-by-word. and laugh all over again. ha ha ha......

***********************************************

Okay, back to my mummy's topic. *cheers*
my mummy's discharged from hospital today! happy liao.
then went to watch Men-in-white with ah shu & lynn.
super funny.

and when David Aw (acting as the nerd 'ghost') appeared, I practically shouted, "DAVID AW!!! oh my god."
then ah shu & lynn said, "SHHHHH!!!!"
ah shu: "who's David Aw?"
me: "a very very handsome boy. he IS very very HANDSOME ok? OK!!"
ah-shu: "ok."
then when David took off his glasses she went, "really handsome"
haha. told u! he is so handsome. heehee...

i told ah shu about the topic i was talking to my bro previously and ah shu said, "sure they did that before, if not how they know."
HA HA HA HA HA.

once again, Thank you all for your regards to my mummy. Many THANKS!!!

p/s. say all bad things behind me for all you want. because u r the one sinning. how much preaching can never clear ur sins. GOD BLESS! and I pity u!!!! hahaha.


U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*

test coming again.

OOAD1 test coming on thurs.
Good Luck!

Cuz I don't know what am I suppose to study for it. (Clueless).
Today in IB class, MBCR's group kept chanting non-stop.
Kept hearing them mumbling something since the start of practical q4.
not complaining, but find it FUNNY.

I won't hold grudges against a boy so HANDSOME de.
LMAO. Joking la.
but he's cute. ((:

then IB teacher really like him la, she actually remember checking his work and not mine.
when he just need to say, "i've given u to check my work yesterday."
teacher, "oh ya, WJ I rmb."
-_____-|||

what about mine?
me, "u checked my work ytd alrd."
teacher, "really? show me again."

SEE THE DIFFERENCE!!!!??
I know la, he's a boy, i'm girl.
SO obvious?
*grumbles*

too much uh.
nvm, it's just because I'm a girl. I know.
-__-

p/s. after i rounded the earth 1 time, i realised u aren't the one.

U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*

another emoSong

found 1 emo song. by zhangShanWei.

问我在哪里是你的想念关心
问你在哪里是我的麻烦多疑
我爱你 每天都要说给你听
你爱我是我的运气

送你花一定是有事对不起你
没送花是在我心里从来没有你
我朋友 知道我在陪你shopping
你朋友都说我好贴心

我对你的好 你装没看到
你对我的好 我不准忘掉
爱情的题目 找答案不重要
你的微笑 再聪明的人也赢你不了

宁愿看你脸上得意骄傲
也不会傻到和你斤斤计较
干心把等号擦掉 才不会自寻烦恼

我对你的好 要一点不少
你对我的好 要天天祈祷
爱情的题目 找答案不重要
你的微笑再聪明的人也赢你不了


我对你的好--张善为



U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*

tidy up!

woo~
ROFL.

don't know why I started this post with the 'woo' thingy. *chuckles*
Anyway, I'm so so so a GOOD GIRL today. I actually tidied my room myself. OK? Everything on my own! Good girl ma? heh-heh... Manually some more.
found whole lots of Wilber's Stuffs too. wonder when did I bought them. ah-haha..

I started tidying up since 10.30am. finished at 4pm. Nice one. ((:
I just discovered my O's textbooks and TYS are under my bed. DUSTY leh.
found some silver fish too. *eww*
but I killed it. (I'm brave. *wiggle my eyebrow*)

then throw away whole loads of things. wahaha. fitted the new cabinet in my room. more space to keep my clothes. *LOL*

another good thing to talk about. LYNN is coming back in a few hours time. will reach SG about 9plus at night. *cheers*
I'm gonna hug her later!!!
Muahahahahaha.....

Ok, gtg.
P/s. I'm so PROUD of myself. *wink*


U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*

Life wouldn't be the same......

yoohoo..
guess I am rushing to post all photos I've got on post today.
Just finish posting NewYork NewYork's photos, now I'm posting some others.
LOL.

OK, guess what I found in Grandma's Fridge?
LOL.

**TAH-DAH!!!!**

Jelly Joy Jelly sticks.
I itchy hand, go open the new pack. cuz I want the strawberry & grape flavors but the leftover ones only have Pineapple & Orange. Sadded. anyway, that's not the point, the point is....... They ARE NICEEEE. :D
*slurp slurp*

OK, pray hard that Mummy's operation will go well.
She's going for an operation on 7th June.
Pray for me people. THANK YOU!
-___-

Kyla, Da Jie, N BIL gone back to HK today.
photos taken before their departure.


as you can see. the photos only contain my Dad, Mummy & Kyla, it's because Da Jie n BIL is busy packing their luggages.

so yeah... ^.^

Lynn went for Camp yesterday.
at Bintam. So far away can?
Hope she's well. ((:

this photo is kinda old. haha. no choice, I think this photo of her is the cutest. *cross fingers*


Without you.



U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*

New York New York #2

Hey people!
photos up.



the 2 main people for celebration. *chuckles*


me, xing n eliz.


xing & fiz.


the group photo. ( took using the Zara's big big Mirror. *LOL*)


Nic & Xing


ting & Nic.

last but not least, Nic n ME! Haha. ((:
got whole lot more la, but I choose some to post. if not I don't think I can finish posting them up ba. haa.

gtg. tc. byebye.

U're special and nobody can be on par with U.
*~*till the end*~*