utterly disappointed with myself

Hello!!!

okay, for the fact i already knew i won't make it for the 2-minute speech. and today, this prove me right.

i stand infront, breathe in deeply, start my speech. look at the audience.. speak. ya speak, after my intro... i started to take in lots of DEEP breath, and can't continue already. -_-" and my eyes from the audience turn and stick to my paper never look up from that time until i finish my speech...

although i can see that my classmates were there encouraging me, i couldn't speak! for heaven's sake, I'M THE WORST!!!

the teacher said all the bad things about me, not even a SINGLE good point. see how demoralised was i?!!

i wanted to cry immediately lor.. and Emi was there, "U ok not? don't cry leh..." ya, i also don't wish to cry de la..

the teacher comments are still sounding in my mind very vividly, poor eye contact, lack of elaboration, hand put inside pocket, reading and not speaking, hair not tied up very messy (!!!), and cannot hear properly wat i'm saying.

and i told xing about the hair-not-tie-up thingy, she says in disbelief, "wat the, hair never tie up also can comment." then fiza says, "she having menopause la."

haha.. thanks friends, for consoling me. Touched, Sincerely. ^^





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