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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

My day @ Grandma's. For my GrandUncle's Death Anni.

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Hiya!
Today I went to my Grandma's hse. Cuz it's my GrandUncle's death anni. Every3rd day of e CNY. Guess, he left this world after CNY. Hmmm...
So, @ noon, my cousin called to ask me go dwn chat wif her. So I went wif my kor. So reach dere. Whoa! Crowded man! Haha! E liveliness seems to come back on dis day. Nt bad. E death of him, makes us United. Bt I'm nt sayin his death is good. Dun get me wrong.
When I reach, my cousin was lik exclaiming, "Oh, Finally U've come. Haha!" Ok... had my lunch 1st b4 I chat wif her. She keep luffin non-stop man. Anyth also luff. @ least makes me more normal. Cuz all my frenz say I'm siao siao de. Can luff actually for nth. Oh My God! Haha! We chatted, everyth. Den ey started wanting to play HeartAttack. Ok, play play lor. Since i'm so bored. Hehe! Hmmm... Nv once had an heartattack b4. Lousy hor? Y is dis so leh? Weird ba... Bt me no luck. Haha!
Den ey suggested to gamble for Blackjack. Oh God! Left me out sia. Ey noe I couldn't gamble de leh... Bt luckily, my 1 oth cousin also nv gamble. Den we chat la. Bt only a few lines only lo. Lame... Hehe! Den my sis came. We left abt 5.30pm. Den went hme. My sis started playin comp until 9pm. Den let me play. Haha. FInally a touch on dis Comp. Too bad, my oth comp doesn't hav Internet. Eh... derefore, nv fix it up. left dere, very lonely. Haha!
Guess me gotta go...
Take Care!
Bub-bye~!

[I'm e foot. U r e Blood.]
U & Me = Inseparable.
Until a CUT appears. I had to let Go.
U are part of me no more...

Monday, January 30, 2006

2nd Day of CNY...

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Hiya every1.
Ytd didn't update cuz e whole day nt hme. Bz goin to relatives hse. B it play or anyth. Bt tired. Haha! Happy also la. Cuz its e day when we can play n get money. Get wat I mean? Haha! Yea. So it's fun bt tiring.
Was woken up early in e morn. Hmmm... Then went my 3rd aunt's hse. Stayed for abt 1 n half hr den left. Den went hme awhile, rest le den went my 3rd uncle's hse. Haha. By e time we reach, it's alrd 6.30pm. So ey had started dinner.
N yes, we gt lou yu sheng, very nice! Haha! I rmb I used to hate e smell n it taste weird. N my cousin, kor, sis only choose e biscuits n eat. Cuz we jux couldn't stand e smell n taste. Haha! Bt nw, we gt used to it alrd, we ate it together wif e th n biscuits. Nt bad la. Bt jux wonder y I used to hate so much, it's nice lor. Very stupid hor? Haha!
Den stayed inside e room to watch e SuperStar Concert. So nice. Den ppl began to leave, so left my parents, sis n me. We only left after e news. Cuz b4 tt, my dad was singin karaokae. Bt its all those oldies. Dunno hw to sing. Haha!
After tt went hme n sleep. Tiring...
As for today, hmmm... went my Grandma hse. It used to b very lively with e laughter of e Kids. Bt nw, whenever I went dere, it's very cold. Guess my Grandparents r lonely. When we're abt to leave ey'll keep saying th lik, "come again. u can come more often" smth lik tt. Den suddenly, i'll feel lik, we grand children nv stop by dere n accompany em. As our parents r bz. Felt guilty sumhw. Haiz...
It's no wonder it'll turn out lik dis. I mean, when children all grow up, ey'll hav more th to do, more places to go. Thus, we 4gt e times we had when we cousins used to gather n play games lik Hide-n-seek; police n thief; who's e murderer... All kinds of funny games la.
Cold.
N we doesn't noe when will ey still b ard until. Cuz ey're old. Ey'll leave dis world 1 day. :'(
Anyway, after tt, I went out wif mum. Den came hme. Tired too. Guess I'mm always tired ba. Tink smth's wrong wif me. I'm 17, I shld b energetic rite? Haha! Mayb sad ba. Haiz...
Gotta go nw... Take Care!
Bub-bye~ ^_^

Saturday, January 28, 2006

Chinese New year Eve...

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Hello.
Today is Chinese New Year Eve. As usual, I had a fight wif my Dad. I jux dunno y lor. Every year, we nv fail to fight in New Year's Eve. Cuz, he always want us to do dis n do tt. Yet he dun wanna do it himself. Little things, can make him flare up. N dare to say it's us who makes him flare up. Y izit everytime, it'll b our fault, n nt his? use vulgar words, n everyth, I'm so tired of his way man... Too tired le. Feels lik breaking down. I jux wonder hw my mum can stand him all these years? It's jux plain torture. E worst is, he even threaten to make us leave e hse. Oh My God! Does he hav any right to do it? I did nt do anyth, I jux does e th he wants me to do a little bit slower, n he can threaten us to leave e hse!? Izit fair? Dun tink so. I jux dunno y. Oth family can b happily hav their Reunion Dinner. Bt y izit jux us, tt hav to suffer his nonense?
Tt's y, I hate Chinese New Year's Eve.
Anyway, dere'll always b Chinese New Year's Eve as lng as I live. As lng as I can c e sun. Hmmm...
Me gtg... Take Care!
Bub-bye~!

Monday, January 23, 2006

My day, n my tiff with my dad.

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Today, I went to Bukit Panjang plaza waith my sis. While we were havin lunch. I mean, abt to hav lunch, my dad called, to say he'll b fetching us. So, my mum says, he'll b bringin us for lunch. So, hw I noe, when I reach my dad's car, my dad told me tt, he'll b bringin us elsewhr. So no lunch? yeah. No lunch. So I'm nt so happy abt it la. Hw could I b happy when I hav no lunch? It's alrd 5 pm tt time liao. Of cuz nt happy ma. Den my dad started to scold me. Wat is e prob? Y muz he shout? Huh?!
Den at hme, I ask him smth, he jux completely ignored me. WTH! Eh, hw can a guy b so petty? He too much le lor. Wat I did was jux to shw I'm nt very happy, I'm alrd so hungry liao leh. Den he still scold me?! Whenever he's hungry he'll want us to accompany him go eat. N wat abt us? When we're hungry, he jux completely doesnt get tt into his head? If he's hungry, he can calls for food. Bt hw abt us? If we're hungry, it's nt impt ma?! Oh God!
Anyway, enuff abt tt. Nw, e th, my bro managed to install e language pad. Derefore, nw we can go to e chinese website alrd. Nw e thing abt e MSN. I messed it all up. I thot dere was a new version of it. Den go d/l it. den mess up e whole. Nw, I cant use it anymore. Cant even sign in. Oh my God! I'm such a complete computer idiot man... Whenever I use it to d/l smth, smth bad would happen. Jux lik e HansVision th, I dunno lor, everyth also gt messed up. Oh, wateva la. Haix...
Mayb I shld continue with my reading. Cuz bk doesnt require computer d/l-ing hor? Haha!
Guess I gtg nw... Bub-bye~

Friday, January 20, 2006

My day at TP

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Hiya! Hmmm...
Today very tired de... Went for TP open hse. Haiz... It's fun la, bt tiring. Jux e bus ride to n fro can b alrd very tiring liao... A 1 way journey can take u at least 1 1/2 hr. (?!) Oh God! I dun tink I can manage to survive e bus ride if I really chose TP. CUz, e bus ride can kill. Haha!
Then e funny th is, on our way to TP, I shld take 960 n change to 23. Bt hell... my fren n I dunno whr to alight 960, sit until e suntec dere. WTH! Haiz... Den my fren still havin class. So cant tell us whr to go. Den finally her class ended she msg me to ask me to 960 back to Sim Lim Square. Den walk walk walk all e way to e esplanade to take. So humid today somemore. No choice. Den finally reach TP liao, by then it was alrd noon. Was suppose to reach by 11 if nt wrong. Den my fren couldn't take us ard as she havin anoth class alrd. So we went for e Seminar. Ok la, nt bad quite short. Haha! Lng talks r bore-ring mind u... Hehe!
So waited until my fren finish her class. Den she took us to tour ard e sch. After tt, went to e Bedok Reservoir. Took a stroll. Haha! Den went back to take 23 back to Sim Lim. By then it was alrd 1830. Tired tired ar... Haha!
Reach hme, den had dinner, after a lng shower. Relax liao, so sit dwn write dis entry lor. Hehe! Ok. I thot I saw tt brown shirt guy leh. Bt he was standing too far away. Really look lik him. Bt doubt so. Couldn't confirm... CUz like I say, too far away liao. Haha!
Guess I gotta go nw... Take Care!
Bub-bye!

Thursday, January 19, 2006

When I felt depress I noe dere's u.

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Ytd, smth happened. I gt to noe smth, e person I sort of like, doesn't like me. Which I tink I shld hav alrd noe it la. Nobody would lik me de lor. N also, dis time I didn't confess to him la. Cuz, I don't really like him tt much lor. SO when I was reading his blog, den I noe who she like la. Anyway, nvm. I dun really lik him, so I'm nt tt sad. Say nt sad is confirm nt true de la. Cuz at least I sort of lik him ma... SO feel sad. Bt when I rmb tt brown shirt guy. It lightens up my spirits. Haha! @ least dere sum1 I can tink of, when I'm sad. It always feels happy to hav sum1 u can care for, althou I dunno whr is he nw la. Bt I can still miss n tink. I'm contented. SO dere's nth I need to b sad rite? Hmmm... Ya!
Anyway, I'm glad lor. When I noe e truth, of cuz I'm sad bt, after tt, I totally forget him le. Cuz its only b4 I m abt to sleep, I realise he doesn't mean much to me either la. So, tt means tt sad feeling will vanish very soon lo... Hehe. Glad!
Guess I gotta go nw. Hmmm... Make sure dere's sum1 u can tink of...U'l feel glad. Hehe!
Take Care! Bub-bye~!

Sunday, January 15, 2006

My day at my aunt's

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Hiya! Every1! Haha! Very happy. Dunno y...
Me siao siao today, nth, I also feel very happy! Haha!
Dunno wat to write. bt so short, might as well nt write rite? So I muz crap a little b4 I go. Haha!
Wat to crap leh? Still tinkin...
Ah, my day at my aunt's hse. My sis today very amazing oh, finishes her wrk so fast. so amazing! Haha! Last time it'll take her at least 3 hrs to finish. This time only 2 hr. Haha! Amazing, isn't it? Haha! Noe I'm very bad. Bt really quite fast ba. Haha!
N yes, on our way to my aunt's on e LRT n MRT, gt this boy, looks familiar sia... Bt jux couldn't recall. Nt bad looking, Hmmm... Jux couldn't really rmb him leh... He also seems to lik see me familiar, cuz by e time he board e LRt, he was like always staring, lik wat... Den so coincidental, on e MRT, he sits rite infront of my sis. Hmmm... Den my sis also notice him staring at us. My sis also find him familiar. Haha! Tt means, he really is familiar lor. haha! Easy... Haha!
Finally, finish crapping. waste lots of energy liao... Gtg... Take Care!
Bub-bye!

Friday, January 13, 2006

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Hiya. Every1.
Today, sort of raomed thru Orchard with my fren. Haha! We meet 12pm. Den I only reached hme by 5.45pm. Haha! Amazing huh? Felt tired, n gt myself Headache. Argh! Feeling so terrible... Head lik gonna burst anytime. "God, Please heal my Headache... Please..." -_-
We took 190 to Orchard n alight at e Plaza Singapura's bus-stop. Den went to This Fashion, roam ard then came out. Den went into Plaza Singapura shop shop. Went to e More Than Words. My fren, applied for e Member Card. N we left. So we continues our journey. Hmmm... Walked all e way, from end to start. Haiz... Halfway thru, started raining. So went inside, saw e BreadTalk shop bought sme bread then when we finish buyin, e rain stopped. Stupid weather. N yes, b4 I 4gt, finally, saw e Sun today. Ah-haha! Ok back to e event, erm, then we walk here n dere, did nth, went in n out. N ya, bought a CD from HMV. So ex man, oth place only cost abt $18.95 dere leh, cost abt $28.50. C e difference ma? Very obvious lor. Anyway, after we walked till e Far East Plaza area, we shopped inside then crossed e road. N started walking in e opposite direction. Then went Takashimaya's Kinokuniya. Bought 2 books, then went hme. So tired. N headache alrd started. Nw even worse... Oh God!
Miss Him, nt really cuz went shopping all day, too tired to miss him liao. Mayb tmr... Haha...
Guess me gotta go nw... bub-bye... take care!

Thursday, January 12, 2006

My fren... Suffered.

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Hiya! Every1.
Ytd nv update this blog becuz I didn'tcame online. Ytd morn, woke up at 10a.m. Went dwnstrs wif my mum to hav breakfast. Cuz I'll b meeting my fren after tt. Thot we'll finish only by 11 a.m. Bt who knows, its only 10.30 a.m. when we finished breakfast. Oh God! So I took my very own sweet time to walk to e bus-stop. Bt when I reached e bus-stop, its barely 11. Then gt 1 auntie came up to have a little chat wif me while waiting for my bus. She asked if I'm in poly. So I told her I'm waitin for my O's results. So she asked, wat course I wanna take up. So I told her abt biochemical engineering, she jux nodded. Then ask wat subj I took when I was in Sec. Sch. So I told its, sub. sci, n D&T. Then she nodded again. Then my bus came, so I bid her goodbye n went aboard e bus lo. Haha! Ok. When I reach e bus-stop whr I was suppose to meet my fren, its only 11.10 a.m. Hw come time past so slow while we're early n so fast while we're in a rush leh? Haha. Nvm. So I msg-ed my fren told her i've reached, bt she's still home so she ask me to go Westmall shop shop first then when she arrived, she'll call.
She arrived ard 12. pm. so we do wat we're suppose to do, den went bukit panjang plaza shop. We had lunch den went hme. Its alrd 3p.m. when I reach hme.
Then my anoth fren msg-ed me to ask me accompany her go for job interview. So I went. Then On our way hme, we were talkin abt friendship thingy, then did I know she suffered in poly. So sad for her. -_- She suffered yet I didn't noe. Hmmm... I also dunno hw to console ppl, mayb jux listen. Once I heard frm sum1 sayin tt, "sometimes, keep quiet is e best. Be a listener, nt a talker. It helps". Hmmm... Agree.
Anyway by e time I reach hme, its alrd 9.40pm. Ok, I went for shower n watch some TV n sleep lo. Haha!
Gtg, Take Care!
Bub-bye!

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Wat to do if results r out.?

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Hiya!
Ytd, I didn't update becuz I'm nt free. Nt hme, when I reach hme, my bro is alrd usin comp. Ok, nw, I felt tt, results r comin real soon, I still hav no idea wat to do next. Nv felt so lost b4. It seems tt, I'm e only 1 who r worryin ba. My frenz ey all jux says, c whether e results allow us to go whr den decide. Nw, jux relax, cuz after this, dere's no more relaxing alrd. Ya... Tink So too eh. Haha!
As for e Chinese New Year th, clothes n lots of oth th r still a mess.Althou, I bought an organiser, it still doesn't really arrange my mess accordingly. Mayb these mess r suppose to let me do it on my own. Hmmm... Haha!
guess I gtg le... Take Care!
Bub-bye~

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Nth to do at hme... keep quarrelling with my sis.

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Hiya, every1.
Today, decided to update here. Haha! Each day passes by, I still hav no idea wat course shld I take after I gt my results. Mayb I hav a rough idea wat to register, e Diploma in Life Science. E pharmacuetical department. E pharmacies always fancies me. So, I thot of workin dere when I graduate from poly. But, no idea if my frenz wanna go wif me anot. Hmmm... Mayb I shld go even if my frenz dun want. Cuz, it's my interest n I muz follow it. If nt, I'll regret. Bt on second thots, e medicine always irritates me leh... So, wat shld I do? Wat m I suppose to do? Argh!
Anyway, I shld go on research, c whether is dere any course tt interest me better. Hopefully hav, if nt I'll hav to choose this course alrd. Bt, since I liked it, y not? Yea? Haha!
Hmmm... Enough of e poly courses thingy. Nw to oth topics.
My life's a total mess nw, I don't know y. I kept quarrelling with my sis n dad. I jux dun feel good. Mayb I'm paranoid, I'm frustrated, no 1 undrstnds. Hmmm... Juz dun feel good to quarrel tt's all. N also, guess I shld buy an organiser to organise my life. Cuz I seem to always forget when I'm free, when I'm not. Ok, mayb I shld get 1. Quick n fast. Haha! Hopefully with one, my life is more organise n tidier. Ah-huh. Haha! Ok. Save money, den go buy...
Gtg, take care. Bub-bye...

Friday, January 06, 2006

Long forgotten Blog.

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Hello, haha!
Really lng time nv nv update this blog. The very reason is, I don't know if any1 is reading it. Cuz, I only hav a few ppl knowing abt my blog. So sad. -_-.
Er jie, u gt read my blog ma? I f u gt read then i'll update. Haha! Ok la. Jux joking.
Ok, wat shld I say today? Hmmm... Ya, Happy New Year! Althou it came abit late. Haha! Ok. So nw, saw ppl goin sch, I miss my sch also. Haha. 5 yrs of Secondary life jux passed so fast. Hw come? Last time when I was in Sec 1. I thot tomyself. Haha! Still gt 4 more years to go, so lng. Bt hel, who knows, it jux passed so damn fast nw, I missed it so much. Yea. I'm abit off up in my mind la. bt no choice. Mayb u'll say i'm weird la, bt I really miss it loads lor. Hehe.
Nw to oth topic liao. Wat shld I say leh? Abt my workin thingy? Nah, lng time nv wrk le. Stupid eh. No job for me ma? Hmmm... Really. E agency nv call me, no wrk, I'm jobless. Haha! Dere shd b many oth th i shld worry abt ba. Lik, my room, its in a total mess! Oh My God! Lik a rubbish chute rather than a nice bedroom. Haha! (Still dare to say oh) Hehe.
Chinese New Year is approaching. Oh God! So fast. My room, my new yr clothes? Nowhr in sight? Argh! Hell... Hmmm... Hope everyth jux would come in order when e day comes. Hehe. I hav to get to wrk...
Bub-bye... N Take care!