Coop up at home all day...

Hiya every1,
today, I was cooped up all day at Home. Nv go anywhr. So bored. I realised, everyday passes by very very quickly. Jux like a blink of an eye. 1 day passed, means a day nearer for my O's results. ( I know I'm sayin dis a little too early. Bt I couldn't help it.). Which also goes to say tt, a day nearer for my poly life. I'm so scared. I'm so used to my life rite nw, I couldn't bear to leave it. I don't like the idea of leaving my secondary school, my friends, my lifestyle. I jux don't like it. Althou I know, every1 has to move on. No matter wat. Bt it jux seems to pass by too very quickly. I jux had no time to sit down n think n to treasure e times I had spent in secondary sch life.
I know i'll meet new friends, new tchers, new sch, new lifestyle and carry on to live my life. I jux tink tt, making frenz r hard. Ey jux don't undrstnd me jux like my frenz rite nw. I had a hard time expressing myself all day, I'm afraid no 1 wanna talk to me n b my frenz, tt kinda th. Bt, bt... I don't know. I know, if I had meet new frenz, I'll slowly drift away from my old frenz nw, lik ey all said. "I don't tink we'll b in e same sch, or even if we're in e same sch we wouldn't b in e same course either" or "I don't tink we're gonna meet up again dis lifetime." wrds lik dis always saddens me. I don't lik it e way ey says all dis. Wat r ey tryin to say? says tt we r no frenz anymore or smth?
Argh! Forget all those ba. Destroy my mood. Blehx >_<.
Miss you all my frenz...
Gotta go nw... Bub-bye~